Saturday, November 17, 2007

please come back

i cried myself to sleep yesterday. :( sob. 'cause someone didnt call me. didnt talk to me. and i nva get to hear someone's ever-so-smoothing voice and someone's crap, singing and everything. i miss someone. so much. so, can you please top up your card or get a new line so that you can chat with me? i'm dying. and i have to baer with this for like, SO LONG. moreover CI course is coming 2 weeks lehhh. for goodness sake. my parents don't agree. sharks. how am i suppose to persuade them ar? and i've to persuade them so that i can go for the medical check up THEN can go collect uniform. like medical checkup is so on monday. ON THE DAY OF THE 4E4'07 BBQ. shooosh. i'm giving up alot of things for CI course. i'm gonna make it real fruitful. and my dad says it's not impt at all. -shrugs- FAN LA! and i'm going botanic garden tml with my dad and bro. for, i don't know what reason. then i'm going to learn the right path so that i can go on my own next time. AHHHH. i still miss someone. i'm still dying.

PSST. when i gaze up at the moon, i hope you're too. and it's the same moon we're looking at. this shows we're close :) i know we're.

OH! I LOVE DNT. hahaha. there's a reason behind it. i shan't say :) and it all depends on thursday. if everything goes on well, i'll be the most fortunate lady in the whole wide world.

AND izuan is so the very #$%#$^$%&$^%$^#&%^*^&(&* kind hearted person. he gave up the december CLT course to let jinghui and chris to attend the course. omg. and he have to go alone on march. the 55th batch of CLT. argh. he'll be lonely. BUT i'm sure he'll get to know alot of friends there. haha. and he's going to bang hard on those aeroplane's parts. HAHAHAHA. whooooops. yupp. but jiayou. :D

i dont find anything humorous in my posts. jovien, are you okay? HAHA! i think you're easily amused, by meeee. heh. but thanks for reading anyway. i love you! -you jump i jump- partner. haha. talk to you about titanic is the best yo. haha.

err. i think i'm feeling so rotten. 'cause i'm so bored. this irritating brother of mine keep on rushing me. CAUSE HE WANT TO USE COMP. crap. i'm priviledged(like whatever you spell that word). i failed spelling laaa. lol.

i wont get bored listening to jay's song. :D NEVER. especially 'niu zai hen mang', 'cai hong' and 'wo bu pei' :D man. they rocks, big time. hohohohoho. ya. and someone loves mcfly like how i love jay chou. but someone might not be normal. he likes guy-S. i'm very normal. cause i like guy.(jay chou) but i love someone laaa. different okay.

AHHH! i dreamt about my design for sofa/chair/whatever laa. something that you sit on. and. it's complicated to say here. hahahahahaa. hmmmm. i want to be interior designer!! like, i'm going to have a makeover for my hse. if i'm free laa. haha. for new year of course. haha! lalala.

yes, i'm still feeeling ssooooooo bored. should i work in ICHIBAN, permanently? tsk. serving lehhhh. damn sian de lehhh.

errr. i'm still jobless. and it sucks. haha.

someone oh someone. can you like move back from woodlands to your new hse? chase those ppl whom are staying out laa. like how the owner of your old hse chase you guys out. then you will have a legal address. haha. come back tpy laa. and i'll never forget those words you said to me that day. :D
' so long as you have the heart to see the person you want, you'll do anything just to see her right?' XD

nice sehhh. but i dont want to TIRED YOU mah. lol! 'tired you' ahhahahaha. whoops. just skidding laaa. hahah.

Qn:what can i do tonight?
Ans:nothing.
Reaction: -faint-
ARGH.
CAN I DIE?
no. i havent get married. hahahah. and guess what?! I'M DONE WITH Os. I'M FREE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. hahahaha.

er. i really dont mind going to ITE. i wont have to think of what to wear everyday. haha. and what's more is, happiness is my key to living. yeah. i just want to live simple life. SO LONG AS I'M HAPPY, NOTHING ELSE MATTERS. :D this is life man. being happy is the most impt. why wasting your time being angry over lil things that cause you to lose the equal amount of happiness you could have if you aren't angry? nahhh. not worth laa. being angry for 1 minute = losing 60 seconds of happiness. haha. well, i'm now rather happy with EVERYTHING other then my financial situation. haha. i'm damn broke. sheeeesh. and my cousin is wasting my damn time laa. (be happy rena.) -smile- he havent contact me and needless to say, any information on that high paying job. i think he's selfish la. want to keep the job to himself. walao. I NEED MONEY. but nvm. so long as i'm happy can already. :)

off i go! to watch tv. bye peepo.

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