Friday, November 30, 2007



my eyes are swelling of all the crying. lol.

'cherish what you have before you now. because you'll never know what will happen tomorrow.'

AND hor, i found the song lyrics sleeping in my cupboard.
''my heart will go on''

Everynight in my dreams i see you, i feel you
that is how i know you go on
far across the distance and spaces between us
you have to show you go on

near, far, wherever you are
i believe that the heart does go on
once more, you open the door
and you're here in my heart
and my heart will go on and on

love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime
and never let go till were gona.
love was when i loved you, one true time i hold to
in my life we'll always go on

near, far, wherever you are
i believe that the heart does go on
once more, you open the door
and you're here in my heart
and my heart will go on and on

you're here, there's nothing i fear
and i know that my heart will go on
we'll stay foever this way
you are safe in my heart
and my heart will go on and on.

LOVESLOVES.
er. i very sad now. lol. cos of alot of reasons :( emo la. tml waking up at 5.15 and i sleeping at 1.30 how great right? going escape on 3rd. :D i think. i hope.

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i think i'm really wasting my time.



30 secrets About Yourself. Be honest
no matter what.

[One] Who was your last text from?
♣ izuan

[ Two ] Where was your default picture
taken?
♣ err. toilet?

[ Three ] Are you bored wif life at
times?
♣ OF COURSE.

[ Four ] Your current status?
♣ dyingla.

[ Five ] What is your current mood?
♣ mixed.

[ Six ] How old are you?
♣ Sixteen, of course.

[ Seven ] If you could go back in time
and change something, would you?
♣ YES. infinite things laa can.

[ Eight ] What's your favorite
color/s?
♣ black, white, lime green etc. cant rmb.

[ Nine ] Ever had a near death
experience?
♣ yes. bored to death.

[ Ten ] Something you do a lot?
♣ sms?

[ Eleven ] Who can you tell ANYTHING
to?
♣ my pillow.

[ Twelve ] Name someone with the same
birthday as you.
♣ BOA :D

[ Thirteen ] If you could have one
super power what would it be?
♣ wanna see who's my true love :D or rather, ppl's true love. X)

Fourteen ] What's the first thing
you notice about the opposite sex?
♣ heart.

[ Fifteen ] Favorite season?
♣ dont know.

[ Sixteen ] Do you still watch kiddy
movies or tv shows?
♣ tom and jerry, cinderella, MR BEAN. HAHAHHA.


[ Seventeen ] What are you eating or
drinking at the moment?
♣ none.

[ Eighteen ] Do you speak any other
language?
♣ hokkien? tamil? malay? jap?

[ Ninteen ] Describe your life in one
word.
♣ totally imcomplete.

[ Twenty ] Do you have any tattoos?
♣ nope. it hurts.

[ Twenty-one ] Who was the last person
you hung out with?
♣ wei siang. not really hang out la. he sent me home after bbq.

[ Twenty-two ] What are you thinking
about right now?
♣ should i watch the korean drama now? lol.

[Twenty-three ] What should you be
doing?
♣ doing some npcc stuffs. check the vision and mission.

[ Twenty-four ] Who was the last
person that made you upset/mad?
♣ secret.

[ Twenty-five ] What are you listening
to?
♣ nothing.

[ Twenty-six ] Do you like working in
the yard??...?
♣ i doubt so.

[ Twenty-seven ] Who is with you?
♣ rena.

[ Twenty-eight ] Do you act different
around the person you like?
♣ i just be myself. lol. may try not to be so unglam la.

[ Twenty-nine ] What is your natural
hair color?
♣ brown?

[ Thirty ] Last time you were really
happy?
♣ a few decades ago.




and thanks wei siang for sending me home despite it's so late liao. xie la. and i know you're facing alot of problems. lol. will try to help if i can laaa. lol. hmmm. bbq was alright la. saw those peeps i missed. and zheng bao, is a nice person to talk to. hahaha. xing cun is like chao ah beng now. but he looks good, i must say. and he stupidly wanna cut his ah beng hair. haha. I HOPE HE READS THIS BEFORE CUTTING. OI. DONT CUT LA. VERY NICE. LIKE GRASS ONLY. NO BIG DEAL :X WHEN SCHOOL REOPEN YOU WAN TO KEEP ALSO CANNOT LA. KEEP LA. DONT CUT OKAY. HAHAHAH. best partner :X errr. junru hse got alot cockroach sehh. had fun scaring zheng bao. haha. excited for the year end school camp lehhh. miss camping with those peeps :) gonna have fun. wahh. like so mang lo this december. cannot watch hong xin da jiang. ta ma de. got CI course and might have chalet. then got sch camp also. how to earn money? shit la. grrr. but nvm. hope can just earn at least 100 lo. HAHA. like i said, i wanna be housewife. no work for me! :D eh.. alot of things happening in npcc la. sharks. whoo. nvm. er. i need to release stress lehh. think i'm dying. i seems to lose alot of sleep. i sleep late and wake up early. i just CANT sleep. idiot. dont what's wrong with me. maybe i'm dying. lol. no. not before i get married. LOL. biggest dream. even bigger than my 1st million :D hope my future husband can pei wo shi xian this meng xiang. lol. 1st million. whoo. the number of zeros. HAHAHA. crap. yes. money not impt la. happy can liao. er. i very bored leh. cant sleeeeeeep. pang sai. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i think i'm going nuts real soon. no where to go. damn la. whole world is working except for me. and tml night, i'm going to stay up till 1.30 cos of the 'magician love (duno what la)' lol. and sat i've to wake up like patheticly 5+ and meet those peeps at 6 at tpy to go CCK. nabeh. so early can. who cares la. tired then tired lo. at most go crazy only. HAHA. AHH. elton so poor thing. kena suan by me since he reach the bbq. hahaha! sorry huh. lol. CI course. haiz. tie plaits. haiz. full uni?! HAIZ!! i really scared not being posted back to beatty. argh. beatty npcc is already part of my life. cause npcc changed my life :D haiz. no mood to blog le la. bye.

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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

ohhh. i dont believe in forever love love love liao. :( haha. life sucks la ya. hmmm. whatever la okayy. i'm going missing for 2 weeks liao. better off anyway. :) maybe i'll just die there and nobody cares. lol. crap. um hm. ya. running away is not a good way to solve prob BUT what to do. lite?

haiyo. going to watch tv already. bye.

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kena complain. blog no photo. i just edited two. so, here you go. and erm. bbq's tml. and i dont know where is it. hahahhaha. great isnt it. i'm calling jaime/junru soon. :D

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after one year or so, i think i know. and so, i'm pronounced dead yesterday.

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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

can someone teach me how to plait my own hair? lol. hair as long as mine has no reason of not plaiting. COS ITS LONG AND CAN BE PLAITED UP OBVIOUSLY. sian la. spoil hair. lucky i didnt rebond yet. if not ahhh.. tsktsk. collected uniform today. siaa laaa. strict sehhh. and the funny thing is that, my npcc boots, is, too, BIG. it's so big that i'm able to put 4 fingers behind after i wear. lol. i've no idea why. and that 'high heel' they call it.. er.. cork/kok/kork shoe. LOL. high heels will do :) and i spent 47bucks on WHITE SHIRTS + WHITE SINGLET that are essential for the npcc course. lol. 9 DAYS for hell sake. staying there and no booking out. and i really really hope there will be someone in the squad from my area de. i need them to live. if not, i'll be just so, lonely. i'm the only girl in the area whom went for the CI course la can. i thot BHSS de got one girl and it's a guy. -.- AND HOR, something very dangerous. BHSS have got NO WCI and which means, i've got a SUPER high chance of being posted there and OMG. i only want BEATTY SEC!!! haiz. no matter where i'm posted to, i'll be committed i HOPE. yes, hope. and i think i'm dying. dont ask me why. i just do feel like that. haha. i wanted to share something with my blog but i dont think it's very appropriate to post it online like everyone can read it. lol. personal laa pang sai. and yea, EXACTLY one more week to CI course and i think, at this time, next week, i'm dying too. okay, i'm really very sleepy today. i woke up at 5.45 and left hse at 6.15. reached tpy at ard 6.30. and saturday for the day 0, i'm going earlier laa can. reaching hta's drill shed, at 7.30. OMG. THAT IS LIKE CHUA CHU KANG. :( im gonna wake up early again. sian laa.

i bought the korean show already. lol. it's nice nice nice nice and nice can. omgomg. hahahah.


&. i'm fucking pissed off now. please dont ask me why. i wont wish to say. like, for fcuk la. everytime liddat. two things happen at once. and both dont understands me. fcuk la. i'm dying. bye.

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Monday, November 26, 2007

i'm going for the course. provided they accept me la. :X lol. hmmmm. scared siol. like a total 13-14 days can. sheeesh. can die. and I NEED A JOB SERIOUSLY. COME ON. INTRO PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE. ok. i'm off for HK show again. :X and tml i got to wake up like early in the morning to go hta to collect my uniform ar. hope to know new friends there! :D and yue wen is going tml as well!! okok. and i'm gonna wake up like that bloody 5.45 and meet the peeps at 6.30 at hong quan quan(red circle). byebye

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Sunday, November 25, 2007

life is so unpredictable laaaa. the 5 guys died during the 'roll boat' thingy. haiz. sadded. although is none of my business la. but try putting yourself in their family's shoes. how sad you'll feel if someone died just like that. omg. i wanna cry le.

okay. enough of sad things. happy things now, i'm going for CI course. err. i think that belongs to the sad category lehh. but nvm la. 50-50. er. going to the posb thingy tml. then on tuesday 8am, gonna report to HTA. AND HOR I HAVE TO PIN UP MY HAIR AND I'LL LOOK LIKE SOME ERRR.. NERD. AND HOR I HAVE TO CUT MY NAILS LEHHH. :( it's so long liao.
i go put finger nail polish liao. if not no chance anymore :D bye!

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i'm working no more :D
lovelove.
and i'm able to collect twenty bucks :D ehh. contradict myself abit laa. i regret lehh. lol. like, got job dont want to work. tsktsk. but need to wash things lehh. later my fingers like ah ma de hand how? nono. cannot. i need a job.

anyone? LOBANG PLEASE?

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i'm not going to work today. bye.

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Saturday, November 24, 2007

i'm still confused and my brother has a high chance of going into beatty secondary. hahahaha. sadded. i'm still the winner. my aunts said beatty sucks. knn. which pissed me off very much. and HAHA, i managed to persuade my mum into putting beatty sec as first choice. and he'll sure get in de laa. SURE. confirm. chop chop. :D but he's ewwwww. like a girl. hahahhahaha. he's so small! like ikan bilis. and sooner or later, i'll physco him into joining npcc and he wont have a good life. i'll make sure the ncos torture him. me too, can torture him myself :D:D loveloves. and yea, i would most likely be going for the june course baa. not sure lehh. if really no choice laa.

RENA, please remember to ask yue wen about the CI course.

i miss jay's songs. but i think i lost the album of the. errr. the one he wearing red colour hood. then got all the nice nice songs de laa. i can only remember jian dan ai. lol. cos i used to hardcore love it. i even listened to the radio EVERYDAY just to wait for that song being played. lol. and finally, my friend lent me the disc and i love it. :D thanks jieying. i miss you so much. how's life? hahaha. as if you'll read my blog laa. haha. msg you sometime after my bill renews. hmmm.
boyfriend and i havent been meeting each other for like 3 fcuking days. it's still not like life not seeing him everyday. whenever i meet him, i'll definitely spot his hu** body before anything else. hahaha. if you understands, i'm only joking. dont get serious over it ahhh. i'm kidding, boyfriend:) oh yes, hope your dad gets well soon. and erm.

somewhere around my feet hurts real badly. reason: thanks to my shoe laa. my skin peel. i bathed ytd nite forgetting i've got the injury and i almost died in my bathroom. cos it hurts till i almost screamed and bang on the wall. it hurts so much that i feel like err... putting soap on it. hahahaha. crap. yeah.

i still wanna be housewife. oh! i won $1 today. by playing mahjong and my aunt says that i've got a very glib tongue. it's a pity that i'm not a lawyer. lol. thanks man. and and and i read in the magazine saying that i'm not cut up to be a boss. reason being i like to have more time of my own(free time) and also, i dont like that kind of busy life (which is damn true). as you know, being a boss will be very busy, SO, i'll NOT be any boss of anything. cos i wan freedom. yes, just FREEEEEE of everything. that's life laa. life is short and you worked so hard for something. you'll at most hold on to it for a few years and when you grow old, everything will not be yours and you might not even use it. like, what for? enjoy life laa. things will not follow you when you die. [eg. money] so, happiness is still the most impt. :D i'm not happy now though. cos, i cant shop! i need money NOW. and i worked so hard for a day and might be quitting. wasted. still considering laa. please, give me advice. hahaha. thanks yo. drop me a text if you think i should not quit the job. it's $6 per hour. LOL. doubt i'll receive any. who cares la. i mean. it's just a job dude. :D bye peeps. i need to hug my pillows. didnt sleep for the whole night ytdd. toodless laaaaaa. zai jian.

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my mom urged me not to work. hmmm. i thought it was a good idea. lol. dont know lehhh. tomorrow doubt working full shift. knn. can die la. yes. there's alot of things to do laa can. let me list it out.

Most basic .... most not basic.

- make tea (OCHA)
- pour tea
- wash cups
- make drinks (pink lady, tropical, mango tango, hot sake etc)[oh, hot sake hor. walao. scald my hand a couple of times. stupid hot water. everytime i warm the bottle, i'll sure use a cloth. lol. ppl there see le also laugh. haha!]
-wash cloths
- refill can drinks in fridge
- refill ocha for customers
- serve drinks to customers
- scoop ice cream [ stupid ice cream la can. no matter how hard i tried to scoop that stupid ice cream, it never seems to be perfect. difficult okay! dont play play. i cant do it laa.]
- wash alot of things
- bleach cloths
- eat sushi
- and i sms occasionally when there's no order.

THE CUPS THERE HEAVY CAN.
and i realised i complain alot. hahahahha. only one day of work. but wei, my first time working ok. so tough. i wan easy job laa. sorry lo. but i not that kind of people whom will pia de. another words, i'm so not a workaholic [how-ever you spell that laaa] LOL.

'mai zor jiu mai jor laa. ani kang kor jiu mai zor laa.' - quote from my mom to meeeeeee. :D


ehhh. I NEED A JOB LAA.
I NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED A JOB. [not any ichiban anymore]

OTHERS. sheeeeeeeeeeeesh. i'm dying. :(

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boyfriend, you shall work and earn money for the family next time. i'll just stay at home to watch tv, listen music, use computer, do housework etc. in short, i'll be housewife! :D who cares about being 'huang lian po' ahh. so long as i dont work at place that is tough. WALAO. 7 hours of work is enough to kill me can. had muscles ache everywhere and cant sleep the whole night. despite how tired i'm, i still cant fall asleep. stupid. and there's this stupid customer. i brought their drinks over and this lao auntie, fat fat de. she say 'Wa finally here already' in such a fcuking sacastic way. i gave her that look and walked away. aiyo. cant wait then dont drink la. still drink for what? next time i see you ahh. die also dont want bring drinks to your table. let you wait till your hair turns white and complain to the manager. LOL. from 6-9 is the most busy time ever. i didnt know the restaurant will have so many customer. heng no work today. if not, you will see me dying of work. lol. tomorrow is the worse thing ever. fcuk. full shift. 12pm to 11pm. sian. i want ppl to accompany me home laa. if not so boring. boyfriend not in tpy. sian. yihui not working on sunday. grrr. poopoo. no friend. have laa. but. all also not singaporean. some from myanmar, phillipines, malaysia etc. whoooo. i'm the youngest over there. cool yo. xiao mei mei there. and hor. you can stand and do work till you die de laaa. kao. my leg totally suan untilllllllllllll a great extend. haha. doing so many things in just stupid 7hrs. yea, summarised the post for today.

I WANNA BE HOUSEWIFE IN THE FUTURE. UNLESS I'M WORKING IN THE OFFICE. HAHAHA. I'M SO NOT GOING INTO F&B LINE IF I EVER WANT TO HAVE A J0B. IT SUCKS, BIG TIME. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.








PSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSST. should i quit? :p


ahh, serving customer is the most damn tiring job ever. I HATE IT.

my shoulder is hurting like one pang sai.








Oh, that psle scorer. SO PERVERT can. 294 lehh? siaa laa. my brother got 234 :D that's rather okay laa. ftpps highest scorer is 256 niaa. lol.

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Friday, November 23, 2007

WHAT'S WRONG WITH NPCC HQ?! ASK ME TO CALL HERE AND THERE. THINK I FREE AH? CALL ALREADY ALSO NO ONE PICK UP CALL FOR WHAT? LOL. THINK I WOULD RATHER WASTE THAT FCUKING $17 LAA. BETTER THAN GO THERE AND SEE THEIR FACE. BUT I DUN WANNA PS ZAMRI. HE'S SO ENTHU TO GO. TSK. AND THAT BANABIN. DIE ALSO ASK ME TO GO. IF NOT WILL KENA FROM HIM AFTER HE PASS OUT. LOL. I NOT SCARED OK. :X LATER YOU CRY ONLY. BUT REALLY LA, WALAO, DONT FEEL LIKE SAYING LIAO. I NEED COLD WATER. !! SUPER FIRE-Y NOW.

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my hse + blk no water ahhh. later got work. wonder how am i suppose to bathe. haha. and of all time. ass. haiz. OF ALL TIME AR. I'm SO pissed laa. AND THE NPCC HQ AHHHHH. STILL NO INFORMATION CAN. worse come to worse, by monday if i still dont get anything. i'm NOT going for the course. i'm GOING TO WORK FOR MONEY!!! MONEY AH. not kena torture lo. walao. ARGH. pissed la. dun wan blog liao. haiz.

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Thursday, November 22, 2007

back from my baby sitter's place. ok la. quite fun. lol. yawn. im tired. bye. go watch tv liao. hahahaha.

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and yes, the most fcuked up morning i've ever gone through. the pitching of the dnt project was a futile attempt. disappointing the teachers whom went with me. :( i felt so sad. and before and after my turn, i was feeling totally sucky. it's so scary as this is my first time doing a pitch on a project. now that i've got the experience to do something like that, i'll definitely do much better if there's another chance. it was so screwed that no screw driver can help. argh. the judges were all with their unique 'black faces'. and i was tremblimg ALLL the way. sharks. i talked about how this product came about and suddenly, my mind just went blank. so blank that i really dont know what to say. yes, i've missed out thousands of stuffs mdm toh prepared with me while we were waiting for the interview. but, i still presented very badly. it was so stress inside the room that you can even feel them overwhelming me. shoosh. it was worse than taking Os. and yea, low chance of getting into the final winners laa. :( haiz. but it's okay laaa. still an experience. im already lucky being able to get shortlisted. there's 800++ entries and 80 of them were shortlisted and finally 20 winners. haiz. hope mr jackson goh will bless me through :) and i've indeed achieve something out of dnt. perhaps not merit wise but at least experience wise. last but not least, i've to thank those teachers whom helped me before. Mr yip (A very big thank you to you!! you've contributed most. and you never fail to encourage me:) thanks.), Mr christopher ng( you've guide me through alot all htese while :) thanks, too.), Mr phillip tan(you never failed to suan me laa. but still. you're of a great help! :D xiexie laa.) and last but not least, the teacher i first talked to today, Mdm toh ( yaa, thanks lady. for going through all those impt pts with me before the pitch and i disappoint you greatly. sorry, but thank you! oh yaa. thanks for ur muffins and the cup of milo. :D ) i'll remember these teachers for life and not forgetting them. lol lol. and someone just pissed me offffff totally. KJNSHJG#$^$#%^#$%^


it's ok. i'll cheer up, soon. PSLE result is out today. hope my brother will score well! and i'm going to start work tml. argh. sian. still have not receive anything from the npcc hq. hmmmm. whatever laa. gotta eat my maggie! bye!

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

hello. i've got a job. err. wait. not so sure yet. still dont know the terms and conditions. went for check up le. i'm alright! other then my eyesight laa. haha. expect me to be dying. hahahahaha. crap. yaa. i've got difficulties finding shoes laaa. stupid work. need that BLACK COVERED SHOE! hmmmmmmmmmm. the CI course is getting me going even more nuts. haaaaaaaha. like no mood to blog arrr. ohhhh. er. went so many places today. damn. waste bus fare. but nvm :D i just told ming liang i like to laugh and that sounds. weird? LOL. nvm. i dont feel like blogging. bye.

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Monday, November 19, 2007

hello ppl. didnt blog ytd cos i was tired laa. haha. took alot of photos in botanic garden :D and it's a long way to walk. most importantly, i woke up at 7am. my dad woke me up by just touching my toes. HAHAHAHA. okay nvm. i dont feel like blogging lehhh. err. ok. i going offline le. bye humans. and thanks jovien for the webbie. haha. cinematube. lol. and i still miss someone. gonna meet someone today! :D

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Saturday, November 17, 2007

please come back

i cried myself to sleep yesterday. :( sob. 'cause someone didnt call me. didnt talk to me. and i nva get to hear someone's ever-so-smoothing voice and someone's crap, singing and everything. i miss someone. so much. so, can you please top up your card or get a new line so that you can chat with me? i'm dying. and i have to baer with this for like, SO LONG. moreover CI course is coming 2 weeks lehhh. for goodness sake. my parents don't agree. sharks. how am i suppose to persuade them ar? and i've to persuade them so that i can go for the medical check up THEN can go collect uniform. like medical checkup is so on monday. ON THE DAY OF THE 4E4'07 BBQ. shooosh. i'm giving up alot of things for CI course. i'm gonna make it real fruitful. and my dad says it's not impt at all. -shrugs- FAN LA! and i'm going botanic garden tml with my dad and bro. for, i don't know what reason. then i'm going to learn the right path so that i can go on my own next time. AHHHH. i still miss someone. i'm still dying.

PSST. when i gaze up at the moon, i hope you're too. and it's the same moon we're looking at. this shows we're close :) i know we're.

OH! I LOVE DNT. hahaha. there's a reason behind it. i shan't say :) and it all depends on thursday. if everything goes on well, i'll be the most fortunate lady in the whole wide world.

AND izuan is so the very #$%#$^$%&$^%$^#&%^*^&(&* kind hearted person. he gave up the december CLT course to let jinghui and chris to attend the course. omg. and he have to go alone on march. the 55th batch of CLT. argh. he'll be lonely. BUT i'm sure he'll get to know alot of friends there. haha. and he's going to bang hard on those aeroplane's parts. HAHAHAHA. whooooops. yupp. but jiayou. :D

i dont find anything humorous in my posts. jovien, are you okay? HAHA! i think you're easily amused, by meeee. heh. but thanks for reading anyway. i love you! -you jump i jump- partner. haha. talk to you about titanic is the best yo. haha.

err. i think i'm feeling so rotten. 'cause i'm so bored. this irritating brother of mine keep on rushing me. CAUSE HE WANT TO USE COMP. crap. i'm priviledged(like whatever you spell that word). i failed spelling laaa. lol.

i wont get bored listening to jay's song. :D NEVER. especially 'niu zai hen mang', 'cai hong' and 'wo bu pei' :D man. they rocks, big time. hohohohoho. ya. and someone loves mcfly like how i love jay chou. but someone might not be normal. he likes guy-S. i'm very normal. cause i like guy.(jay chou) but i love someone laaa. different okay.

AHHH! i dreamt about my design for sofa/chair/whatever laa. something that you sit on. and. it's complicated to say here. hahahahahaa. hmmmm. i want to be interior designer!! like, i'm going to have a makeover for my hse. if i'm free laa. haha. for new year of course. haha! lalala.

yes, i'm still feeeling ssooooooo bored. should i work in ICHIBAN, permanently? tsk. serving lehhhh. damn sian de lehhh.

errr. i'm still jobless. and it sucks. haha.

someone oh someone. can you like move back from woodlands to your new hse? chase those ppl whom are staying out laa. like how the owner of your old hse chase you guys out. then you will have a legal address. haha. come back tpy laa. and i'll never forget those words you said to me that day. :D
' so long as you have the heart to see the person you want, you'll do anything just to see her right?' XD

nice sehhh. but i dont want to TIRED YOU mah. lol! 'tired you' ahhahahaha. whoops. just skidding laaa. hahah.

Qn:what can i do tonight?
Ans:nothing.
Reaction: -faint-
ARGH.
CAN I DIE?
no. i havent get married. hahahah. and guess what?! I'M DONE WITH Os. I'M FREE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. hahahaha.

er. i really dont mind going to ITE. i wont have to think of what to wear everyday. haha. and what's more is, happiness is my key to living. yeah. i just want to live simple life. SO LONG AS I'M HAPPY, NOTHING ELSE MATTERS. :D this is life man. being happy is the most impt. why wasting your time being angry over lil things that cause you to lose the equal amount of happiness you could have if you aren't angry? nahhh. not worth laa. being angry for 1 minute = losing 60 seconds of happiness. haha. well, i'm now rather happy with EVERYTHING other then my financial situation. haha. i'm damn broke. sheeeesh. and my cousin is wasting my damn time laa. (be happy rena.) -smile- he havent contact me and needless to say, any information on that high paying job. i think he's selfish la. want to keep the job to himself. walao. I NEED MONEY. but nvm. so long as i'm happy can already. :)

off i go! to watch tv. bye peepo.

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Friday, November 16, 2007

hello. i'm shag today. shooosh. went so many places. but it's fun la. super fun. tired luhhs. byee.

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Thursday, November 15, 2007

i cried today.
'CAUSE OF TITANIC.
so emo lo.
in the past, no matter how many times i watch also wont cry de.
but this time round, different case.
I CRIED, like nobody's business.
haha.
didnt get to watch the part one.
and JACK is SOOOOOOOOOO sweet :D
i bet rose felt the sense of security seehhhh.
haha.
kayy.
went to play badminton today.
quite slack la.
then ate chicken chop.
err.
i dont feel like blogging suddenly.
CAUSE I DONT HAVE A JOB.
no mood.
bye.

pears can be nice at times.


ohh. my wallet is dried. so, for the time being, dont ask me go shopping. or go anywhere that is a need to spend money. and when i open my wallet, i seems to set many butterflies free :(

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Wednesday, November 14, 2007




hohoho.

hmmm. going to play badminton tml. haha. have been planning it since Os. haha. see how hardworking i'm lo. AND i'm still not working yet. lol. i'm playing badminton AGAIN! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. it had been like ages since i play lo. hahaa. omg. yes yes. play badminton. whooooo. hahahahaha.

and i bought many earrings ytd. hahaha. i've got loads of them. hahahhhaa. and i'm having bad hair day for almost everyday. hahahahhahaa.

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cant sleep late again. forever de siaa. haiz. and ytd slept at 3 plus. haha. hmm la la la la. the whole world have got job except for mee. why is this so? sobs. i go emo le la. bye.

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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

my legs are really on the verge of breaking. seriously. walked the whole day laa. from city hall to bugis. initially, we went the wrong way. but i got my two ways foundation @ watson. haha. then called friend and got the directory and proceeded to bras basah. haha. goshhh. guitars were super good looking. it's saddening that i dont know how to play. haha. otherwise, i would have bought one from there. haha. there're handsome! lol. and went art friend or whatever shop laa. and sorry mibo. i said something wrong there. sorry. and i want to decorate my house! :D just like how bryan wong does. hahaha. hmmmm. followed by some crazy pics mee and aini took. walked to bugis. ate there. the food is nice laa. and then we saw this guy's car with some damn cool engine. he damn haolian laa. keep 'adjusting' while parking. like purposely make the engine sound lo. haolian. then his friend like nva see car b4. lol! and he smokes non stop. YES, non stop. before i started eating, he's smoking and after i finished eating, he's still smoking. crazy guy. AND sheesh. he count his stack of 50 dollars notes like nobody's business. damn. see le so pek chek. like sibei haolian lo. KNS. and we went bugis street. WHOO. bought so many pairs of earrings. there's SO many things i wanna buy there. walaaaaaooooo. hahahahhahaha. but no money. yu qian didnt reply me. and that sucks. waiting for the news like one crazy idiot liddat. AND Os ENDED! AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAH.

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O LEVELS ENDED FINALLY. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

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Monday, November 12, 2007

i no longer love pierre pang. i like him now. 'cause he didnt choose yijuan. damn. i know i'm super emotional la. but. i just think that yijuan and him look so compatible. lol. too baddd. and it's still the same thing. when she lose it, she regret. but it's all too late. shooosh. she gave up the one she loves for the one she likes. gahhh. serve her right. but it's SADDENING. haizz.

friendster so lag. damn. forever got error de.
maybe i should follow huda and delete my friendster acc. hahaha.

i still want bryan wong to design my hse. he's sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo artistic. how i wish i'm half as artistic as him yo. haha. hmmmmmm. on second thoughts, i think i'm :D

*jaychou~~~~~~~~
listening to the song now. sheeesh. emo emo.

i'm going nuts. CAUSE Os ENDING TML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D






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instead of studying, i'm having fun playing THIS. haha.


yuheng begged me not to post the conversation of 'his girlfriend'. LOL. they want to 'break up'.
AND HE INSULTED JAY! HE'S DEAD. I'LL POST!

FINE LO. I DELETED. ON THE ACCOUNT OF OUR FRIENDSHIP! ALL THOSE CREDITS AND DEBITS. HAHAHAHAH


THEN! HE STARTED INSULTING JAY. I POST LE LATER HE KENA SUE AR. HAHAHAHA! YOU FORCED ME TO DO IT!


I'M KIND.

AND I'M OVER-SHOCKED BY THE COCKROACH THAT APPEARED JUST. WALAO. BIG SIAAA. EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

OHHH. THERE'S THIS PANG SAI LESBIAN. THE VIDEO ARHHHH. AIYOO. I DIDNT WATCH LAAA. BUT. I HEARD IT AND IT'S SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. GROSS. *PUKES* I MEAN. AIYO. NVM. AND I DONT WANT TO BLOG LE. I WANT TO CHAT!

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singtel customer service sucks yo. ewww. didnt even have the mood to do the 'survey'. stupid. gahhhhh. call in for so long then get through. tsktsk.

i'm tired. but i just cant sleep. i'm dying. really. i've been sleeping so late recently and waking up so early. oh..... i'm dying. sobsss. i'm dying!







**updated**

why am i feeling sad out of a sudden again. could it be 'cause i'm dying? i havent goddamn touch the poa tys. maybe i'll just touch and go :D regretted not working hard again. damn. the paper is like pea and aiya. i'm stupid lahhh.

oh. stupid construction workers upstairs or dont know where la. woke me up from my sleep. damn shit ass. and this made me think of the episode of mr bean i watched last night! haha. and when i was waking up, i smartly used my earpiece and blasted songs into my ear. and i cant hear the drilling noises. BUT, that was when i was wakin up. i realised i was dumb. haha. should have done that ten years ago. grrr. and i still want N73 LAHHHHH. i want the camera yo. any kind souls owning that phone, i'll trade mine with yours :D hahaha. and i'll still love you. it's great deal! isn't it?! :X moreover, there wont be such good ppl on earth. haha. so, i'm crapping. THAT DRILLING NOISE IS STARTING AGAIN. @#%@#$^$%&%$*&#$^%&^$%*(&^(#%$^@#$%@#$^%$%^*. CAN THEY LIKE MAKE IT SOFTER?! LIKE BUILDING A SOUNDPROOF PLACE ON THE PART WHERE THEY'RE GOING TO DRILL? HAHAHAHAHHA. joking lahhhh. ANOTHER ONE! WALAO. NOW GOT 2. SHEEEEEEESH. and sorry, blame it on me. and i DONT MEAN IT!
hahahahahhahaha. my arm is sort of breaking. i dont know why. haha. the bone spoil liao. hoho. i'm going to have all the freedom i want like nobody's business tml! WHOOOOHAAAA.


AND HORRRR. JAY'S NEW ALBUM SONG IS LIKE #@%#$^#$%^&#%$& NICE LAHHH. I TRIED TO SING IT BUT. HHAHAHA. TO NO AVAIL. BOTH MAIN SONGS ARE. WHOOOO. HEAR ALREADY CAN GO GAHGAH. LOVE IT YO. I'M BUYING THE DISC. PLUS JAY'S CONCERT VCD AS WELL. TICKETS SOLD OUT WHAT. WHAT TO DO. HAIZ. SAD. VERY SAD. JAY CHOU LEHHHHH. TA MA DE. TICKET SOLD OUT SO FAST. AND PPL ARE SELLING IT AT LIKE 4000BUCKS AND PPL ARE BUYING? SHOOOOSH. HOW I WISH I'VE GOT THAT TICKET MAN. JAY CHOU. WHOO.

and i used to hate him like nuts. haa. now, it's the other way round. WHY? cos, i also dont know. haha. the whole world loves him. hahahhahahahahahha.


my dad just called and said the line will be terminated in just 3 days. so. hahahaaaa. i'll miss my number!!! :(

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Sunday, November 11, 2007

i've been staring into this screen for like hours. tsk. not productive at all. was blog hopping and came across widya's blog. lol. she have got joke all about her blog. haha. that sounds wrong. but WHO CARES. lol. that weeedeee: her reasons of not smiling is because her brother stole her lego piece when she's 4.

haha.

and i'm so bored. no study. no school. no work. no phone. plenty of sms-es and my finger hurts. but it's nice sms-ing. :D i'm rather sick and tired of it. i've been doing that for the last 4 years of my life. haha. and i bet that will be the thing that no matter how much or how often i sms, i will NEVER get bored of it.

OH! and looking at how widya got her tattoo, i mean, the video. i scared liao. it lookss... pain? haha. i'm a scaredy cat. AND. should i give up the CI course just to earn $$$? haha. that sounds so crap but. siaaa laaa. might be giving up 1260bucks for CI COURSE LAAA! alot sehhhh. but i think i'll go. but i'm still considering. sheeeesh. how? shone have been asking me to go. should i? GAHHHHH!

$1260
or
2 weeks CI course?

@$^%#%^$%^$%^


and i'm cacelling my singtel line. stop msging or calling that num le. thanks dudes. :)

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I'm so in love with N73 :D
anyone can give me that phone? i'll love you to bits!

haha. the comp can charge my phone!! :D

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still remember that time when i first joined npcc. ti shone taught me the most basic drill and his pants SPLIT. lol. more to come about my npcc life tml. i need to sleeep la. haha.

ariel and meeee.

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Saturday, November 10, 2007

i want to be rich! so,i wanna work to death! :D

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i feel like puking. and shiat. everyone seems to get a job and i seems to be the only one whom havent got any job. my aunt's husband's brother is a designer at taka and the pay there is like 5.50 only. walaaooooo. i want more than that. now chloe is helping me ask whether there's any in the oreintal hotel. otherwise i'll go shangri-la hotel :D haha. i just need money BADLY. very badly. i earned 5bucks today by playing mahjong but i spent it to take taxi from bishan to tpy. :D i paid for taxi lahhh. my mom didnt! GAHHH. and lalalala. i really havent study. lol. have been going OUT everyday. not a single day i stayed home to study. haha. i take things for granted. :X lalala.


very sian la. i go watch channel u. bye.

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sweetie pie on a tree licking by a bee,
saw me and you and he run down the tree.

yes, i love it! :D

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Friday, November 09, 2007

hello.
before i forgot, i would like to share this summarised conversation with yu heng. lol. that lame ass.
he started off asking how is his french curve doing with me. i told him she's fine. and he went on asking whether did i feed her. and i said yes i did, with fish food. and she love it. she even complained about those disgusting food yuheng fed her when she's with him. and he claims he fed her bird nest. -.-. next, he told me to take good care of her. dont rape her. and i reassured him that she's still a virgin and he jokingly said that she wasnt cos of him. lol. and he's afraid that some other guys will rape her and i told him there wont be one. haha. finally, we decided to stop the craps and i decided to blog. TO PAI SEH HIM. NAH YUHENG! THIS IS IT! :D

okay. afternoon was so boring. lol. *fast forward* had pin locked twice. shit man. haha. and there's this indian lady whom kept calling and i told her its the wrong number! she just dont understand. and she's speaking in the language that i dont understand either. except for the last call. she seems to be speaking english-tamil. i dont know. but i was rather pissed by the calls and just hang up the phone after saying the same thing. i hope that lady is not anyone i know. (eg. some ma'am called to inform me that i'm in for the CI course >.<) lol.
die la. i scared siaa. later it's her. tsktsk. nvm. not my fault. shall ask ms fauziah :D but it's late now. i'll do it tml, if i rmb. :D omg. i'm still scared but. it's okay. haha

er. i'm so excited to use the phone tml. and i'm even more excited to get the N73 and start camwhore-ing. lol. with 'aini. :D two camera lehhh. whoooooo. and i want to get the brown one. if not the black one, music edition. and i think there's no difference between music edition and non music edition lehh. well, i'm a gadget idiot and there's no need to say more. haha. i sucked at gadget stuffs. haha. totally can. lol. and i'm saving up to get another phone. most likely samsung D900. samasama as 'aini. :D moreover it's a slide phone ar! lovelove.

and i want an ipod! the whole world seems to be using it except for me. :X okay. exggerating lahh.

mr bean rocks. tom and jerry too. i just dont wish to grow up. but for the sake of getting married, i want! :X haha.

so typical. sian.

can't wait for Os to end. hahahaha. and i'm NOT doing anything on poa. haha. have been idling these few days when i'm suppose to like, study. lol. no mood ar. to me, Os ended. lol.

and i'm sort of tired. so, toodles folks! :D loves.

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i've got the line yo! starhub. lalala. but i didnt manage to sign for N73 :( the person said the phone was as if it is crap. tsktsk. but. haha. my dad is using my brother's name to sign for another line. for i dont know who to get me the N73. and i'm so not used to using sony ericsson. tsktsk. hahahahaha. but. i've got 2000 message to send this month! :D but my dad cancelling the line next week. sheeesh. and i've got 300min to call out. but if next week jiu dont have liao le. hahaha. omg. 2000 msg lehhh. lalala. hahahahha. so happy! :D messaging is my life. hahahah! :D:D lovelove.

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Thursday, November 08, 2007

okay. i've decided to get 'aini's phone. yes! i love it yo. 2 camera. 2 speaker. hahahhahahaa. gonna change my 'husband'. bye N7610.














$%#^$#%^%*(&*(^&*@#$%^$^&
OKAY. SUPPOSED TO TYPE ALOT OF BAD WORDS HERE BUT HAVING THIS AS A PUBLIC BLOG, I DECIDED NOT TO. BUT. TSK. NVM. DAMN.


















and izuan, my mom's phone is now the same as YOUR MOM's phone. the battery thingy dropped. MY FAULT. tsk!




















okay. after second thoughts. i feel bad. TSK. but. aiya. nvm.

HAPPY FIRST YEAR ANNIVERSARY! :D

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goodnight ladies and gentleman. :D

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Wednesday, November 07, 2007

ok. went to help PEOPLE to wrap boxes. lol. tiring siaaa. lalala. woke up at 11am today. rather shiok. it had been like long ever since i woke up that late. or you may call that early. i just cant sleep late laa. dont ask me why. but i know why. i need a better bed. lol. those when you lie on it and you'll fall asleep straight away. hahaha. yeah. that's the type i need. :D anyone? buy that for me.
i'm scratching my head to think which phone exactly i should get. 'aini's phone makes me drool. sony's slide slide makes me errrrrrrrrrrrrr, feels -i dont know-. and i LOVE LOVE the camera lahhhhhh. 3.2 mega pixel. DAMN. 2 camera. woah. can cam whore till siao ting tong arhhh. but the thing is that it's so laggy. i can die waiting. hahaha. but. IT'S NICE. SUUUUPER NICE. argh. how? someone. please help me decide. sony or nokia. haiz. hard time choosing. sadded. 'baby, i dont wanna runaway, i dont wanna be alone.'
my arm is hurting right at the moment. i've NO idea. AND PLEASE. ANYONE. WHOEVER WANTS TO PLAY BADMINTON. I WANNA PLAY BADMINTON LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! HAVE BEEN PLANNING IT SINCE Os. LOL.
so, can anyone go with me? like please!
shhhheeeesh. i dont feel like working out of a sudden. heh. you may say i'm lazy. but. aiyo. working lehhh. very tiring. very tough. haha. i'm a scaredydydy catcat. hahaha. okay. lame.
give me a min. i want to take a sip of H2O.

okay. got summon to play game. buy pppppl.

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Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Os is sort of ending. lol. one more paper to go. next tuesday. all the best man! haha. oh well well. it's a tiring day today. and yes, kids are loathesome. lol. they may look DAMN CUTE on the outside but you'll never know how they are inside until you have a taste of it. lol. tired siaa. :( but i like it :D hahaha. eyes cant open le. haha. and hor, the 9 o clock show. tsktsk. wonder what will the ending be like. i hope yijuan and shunfa will end up being together again :D hahaa. yijun is a third party. but without yijun, shunfa will still be very heartbroken and sad. so, in some ways, yijun is innocent. it's yijuan fault to break up with shunfa :) she'll regret. how i wish there's this kind of guy in the real life. the person whom can cook nice pizza! hahah. then no need go pizza hut. at home also can eat. lol. but will end up fat fat de. haha. like liu ling ling. cutecute de. haha. 'i dont wanna runaway, i dont wanna be alone'. haha. this soong. suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper nice. :D okay la. i feel like sleeping.

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Monday, November 05, 2007

hello people. had a great fun time today. big thanks to 'aini and izuan. they're with me practically the whole day. but i still have to thanks syu for her company for lunch as well. and hisyam for the treat. seri for the company for dinner with the whole group of us. well, here's the thanks to people whom wished me a 'happy birthday' :D A BIG THANKS TO ALL OF YOU GUYS! I LOVE YOU! :D

special thanks to :

'Aini, Huda and Izuan :D:D

and other thanks to:
-from tag
osborne
-from friendster
hexi
(an unknown guy)
yu zhuang
caiyun
jianwei
izuan
serjay
peiyi
tiffany
alfred
alvin
ziyin
janice
vanessa
yuwei

-messages
xingcun
jaime
farizah
kelvin that stupid banavin
fabian
alfred
hisyam
amanda
dad
melissa
tishone
laopa (exbabysitter's husband)
yuwei
benjamin
aunt

-verbally
yiling
sinling
chloe

AND THANKS GUYS! FOR MAKING MY BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR SO MEANINGFUL :) love ya!:)

and FINALLY 16 le siaa. hahaha. happy can! :D yea. i've got a big bear bear at home. fatter than my mom. thanks izuan for it! :D and the present my dearest 'aini and huda gave me. it's lovely! LOVES. yeah. really enjoyed my birthday! SO MUCH. and it's the best birthday i've ever had :D and i hope next year would be a better one :D yupp. SMILE!


badnews:i havent start studying for 2 subject and now it's going to 10pm. wish me luck people! :D AND I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS!lovelove.

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Sunday, November 04, 2007

i love the song 'no promise' from juanne's blog. wth. like suuuuuuuuuuuuper nice can can can!!! lol. i'm blogging again. bad bad bad.


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after long hours of wearing lens, my eyes can finally rest. whooo. the feeling when i just took the lens out, is indescribable. lol. comfortable siol. :D 5 hours more to go. sheeeeeeeesh. i'm super tired today. and there isn't 'the wok of life' today. feel damn bored. and errr. there's this korean show at 2pm every sunday. nice can. tsktsk. and i realised that korean show must have at least one villian and the other kind girl. it's FOR SURE DE CAN! then the kind girl will die. but she'll get to be together with the guy she loves. and both girls will be definitely snatching for the guy de. lol. so lame lo. nth new :X and the kind girl will die of cancer -.-'''


haha. i shall catch a nap! mummy's coming back today!!

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and could you please tell me why am i feeling like shiat. haiz. getting really emo nowadays. lol. think it's stress but...... how stress come when i didnt even really mug. hmmmm. maybe it's because of that i dont wanna study then stress-ly thinking that i wont do well. then stress lo. yes, should be like that. i've got poor structuring of sentence. lol. yes, i'm stresss. really. trust me. and i read from caiyun's blog that those rides in escape were mostly under maintanence(i cant spell). how? how on earth am i going to release stress with those rides not available. shiat lahhh. everything is pissing me off. wanna go shopping, no money. wanna RELEASE STRESS rides not available. lol! so sway huh. aiyoo. sadded x infinity. yesa! left 4 more paper. whooooo. but i'm scared of dnt siaaa. like difficult lo. walao. i cant do last year's paper. the worsest thingy is that, THERE'S NO ANSWER!!! how to check siaaa. stupid. woke up at 9 plus, havent touch my book yet. *kill myself*

i survived, fortunately. really tired siaa. sleep really late recently. 2-3 am. and i CANT wake up late. what's wrong with me? tsktsktsk. die already.

TMLTMLTMLTMLTMLTML:D:D:D:D:D:D:D legal age! whoosa whoosa.

yawn. i go find disc. lol lol lol.

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i'm not sad. but VERY sad.

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i'm feeling sad out of a sudden.

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Saturday, November 03, 2007

maybe i should name my future son David Copperfield. so he can fly! :D and i wont have to spend so much money on travelling. he can send me to where ever i want :D dont you think it's cool? :) hahaha. craps. haiyo. spent money again. bought purple mascara ytd and i bought bluuuuue today :D and i'm saving up for buying za foundation and and and XXL when my mascara runs out. lol. i have to wait long lo. hahahhahaa. omg. i'm spending like shiat. gahhh. wanna see what other 'flavours' of the body lotion watson sells. and that's so not important. tsk. and i'm thinking of it instead of that SS. whoooo. i need to save. but, it seems all impossible. ewww. my brother just kiss me. sucker. ewwwwwwww. i wanna die already. and he's telling me why when girls put on mascara, they will have their mouth open. let me tell you. because some of the nerves in our mouth are connected to the eyes. so when woman widen their eyes to apply mascara, their mouths widen too! oh well. lol. i dont know why am i knowing this instead of all the good governace thingy. lol. i feel so bad that i didnt sleep over at my grandma hse.but it's not my fault you see. she says no need. and i dont wish to defy her either. so, listen to her lo. and i'm going to stay there after Os :D and i realised i love to use the word 'and' in everything. answering questions, these and that. lol. ohhhh. had a fun time studying with huda and aini today. hahaha. didnt managed to camwhore today. haha. simply because i wasnt sitting beside aini. HAHA. otherwise, we'll be taking photos and leaving huda, that scorer', to study. haha. aini seems SO pro in those cosmetic stuffs and she chose the colour of foundation suitable for me. hahahahahha. no.23. BECKAM!!! oh me god. victoria is.......woah. haha. i love her hairrrr! only her hairrr. i need to change a new spect. degree increased again. tsk. but nvm. half a year never change le. haha. OH! NEWSNEWSNEWS!

mr wong ren and ms lydia is................................................. HAHAHAHHAHA. i didnt say anything arhhhhhhhh.

i did NOT say anything.

i only mentioned their names for FUN.


and aini did something real funny in the toilet to ms lydia. HAHAHAH.


and i'm feeling so bored now.

i wanna go shopping. i wanna go find a job. i wanna DO ANYTHING!!
like sian arhh?
like of course.
SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. i'm so bored. BOREDDDD.
never feel so bored before.
this is what i'll do when i'm bored.
maybe i should go shopping now.
with i dont know who. haha.
there's somemore to come.
here it is.
oh, i wanna watch tom and jerry, mr bean, etc.
there isnt any nice show tonight. :(
i can choose to study if i want. but...
it doesnt seems to be working.
maybe i should take a little nap till tml morning?
or should i just watch vcds?
of cinderella?
or sleeping beauty?
maybe mulan.
maybe not.
errrrr.
i still have no idea.
alright. i think i dont want to waste anymore time here. i'll go pack my cupboard and sort allllllllllllllllllllll my earrings.
i can't wait to put nail polish!! errr. maybe i should put it now. hahahhaa. it's transparent for now. after Os, HAHAHAH, my fingers will be as colourful as rainbow!! :D

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Friday, November 02, 2007

i had a fun day. tired. :D
and i love camwhore-ing with AINI :D we can spend 2 hrs taking photos NON STOP XD

and i spent. like. dont know how much today! :D i bought mascara!!! HAHAHA.

i want you back at Friday, November 02, 2007
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i see stars everywhere when i open my physics paper :X i think there goes my A1. no more dreamy thoughts about the treat honghan gonna treat me. sadded. okay. going for lunch with mibo. :D AND DINNER! and my mom reached chingmai! :D miss her siaaa. ohhhhh mummy. no one to nag at me. lol. i bet i'll feel weird. suuuper weird. haha. dad might not be coming back. haha. MY PHONE ARHHH! oh well, it's okay. :D i gtg le. bye humans.

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Thursday, November 01, 2007

thanks brother. first person to give me birthday present :D lol. he's so nice to give me 8 bucks and told me to get anything i want. hahahaha. he must have felt happy when i gave him that pooh 'bolster' for his bdae :) ohhh yeah. physics tml. all the formula-s are jumbling up in my mind. tsk. cant remember what is what yo. die die die. but nvm. i've got my lucky jacket :D

oh, before the start of the exam, there's power failure or something. the mic, the fans, air con and even the clock is not working. lol. the teachers put the classroom clock around the hall. hahaha. and it's warm la cann. lucky i brought my lucky jacket along. otherwise, i would have froze to death instantly le. it's the coldest of all paper lahhhh. dont know why. rubbed hand, blow hand, sit on hand also no use. suuuuuuuuuuuuuper cold. and my bladder contracted. hahah! feel like peeing. but bo bian. must wait. haha! so funny lo. ok. not funny though. haha. but i feel like laughing lehhhhhh.









JOKE OF THE DAY.
someone on earth actually wished upon the spotlight instead of the 'star' FOR A GIRLFRIEND! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
it's a mistake though. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA.






i forgot what i wanna type. gahhh.









4 more days to go :D:D:D:D:D

i want you back at Thursday, November 01, 2007
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oh great. i lost my physics tys, out of a sudden. what if my mom sells it to the garang guni man?! ohohoh.

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"My Happy Ending"
So much for my happy endingOh oh, oh oh, oh oh...Let's talk this overIt's not like we're deadWas it something I did?Was it something You said?Don't leave me hangingIn a city so deadHeld up up so high On such a breakable threadYou were all the things I thought I knewAnd I thought we could be[Chorus:]You were everything, everything that I wantedWe were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost itAnd all the memories, so close to me, just fade awayAll this time you were pretendingSo much for my happy endingOh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

"Sk8er Boi"
He was a boy She was a girl Can i make it any more obvious He was a punk She did ballet What more can i say He wanted her She'd never tell secretly she wanted him as well But all of her friendsStuck up their nose They had a problem with his baggy clothes
He was a skater boy She said see you later boy He wasn't good enough for herShe had a pretty face But her head was up in space She needed to come back down to earth
5 years from nowShe sits at home Feeding the baby she's all alone She turns on tv Guess who she sees Skater boy rockin up MTV She calls up her friends They already know And they've all gotTickets to see his showShe tags along Stands in the crowd Looks up at the man that she turned down
He was a skater boy She said see you later boyHe wasn't good enough for her Now he's a super star Slamming on his guitar Does your pretty face see what he's worth?

"Complicated"
Uh huh, life's like thisUh huh, uh huh, that's the way it isCause life's like thisUh huh, uh huh that's the way it is
Chill out whatcha yelling' for?Lay back it's all been done beforeAnd if you could only let it beyou will seeI like you the way you areWhen we're drivin' in your carand you're talking to me one on one but you've become
Somebody else round everyone elseYou're watching your back like you can't relaxYou're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to meTell me
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustratedLife's like this youAnd you fall and you crawl and you breakand you take what you get and you turn it into honestyand promise me I'm never gonna find you fake itno no no
You come over unannounceddressed up like you're somethin' elsewhere you are and where it's at you seeyou're making melaugh out when you strike your posetake off all your preppy clothesyou know you're not fooling anyonewhen you've become
"everytime"
Mark: Lately I'm not who I used to beSomeone's come and taken meWhere I don't wanna goIf I knew exactly what I have to doIn order to be there for youWhen you were feeling low
Ben: And all the things we ever wantedWere once yours and mineNow, I know we can revive itAll the love we left
Paul: Everytime I kiss I feel your lips andEverytime I cry I see your smile andEverytime I close my eyes I realise thatEverytime I hold your hand in mineThe sweetest thing my heart could ever findAnd I have never felt this waySince the day I gave your love away
Christian: Save me, I've fallen from my destinyYou and I were meant to beI've thrown it all awayNow you're goneIt's time for me to carry onBut baby I just can't go onWithout you by my side
Ben: And all the things we ever wantedWere once yours and mineNow, I know we can revive itAll the love we left
Paul: Everytime I kiss I feel your lips andEverytime I cry I see your smile andEverytime I close my eyes I realise thatEverytime I hold your hand in mineThe sweetest thing my heart could ever findAnd I have never felt this waySince the day I gave your love away
"Sorry, Blame It On Me"
As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for
I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect
I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl
[Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me
[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me
Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away
[Bridge]
I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you [3x]
I’ll take that blame from you
And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me


lyrics day. just feeling bored. shouldn't i be chionging physics? lol.

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poa was surprisingly manageable. lol. for one question lahhh. the trading and profit and loss. lol. as usual, CANNOT BALANCE. lol. laugh at me man. i can't balance account. tsktsk. used to it le. okay. poa paper 1! must score arrr. haiyo. finally last minutes learnt the control accounts le and in the end didnt come out. holy lo. lol.






haiz. disappointed.why oh why.why must it be like this. if you think this way then so be it. i got nothing to say. thanks for thinking that i'm that kind of person. yeah. whatsoever okay. and you dont have to get for me anything. seriously. i wont accept anything from you. thank you. and you may save your money for your bass guitar and drums set. buy as many as you like. i'm not stopping you seriously. i've no rights. and i encourage you to buy more.










can anybody send me avril lavigne's skater boi?! ooooh. so much for my happy ending :(

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