Monday, October 15, 2007
170th post.
couldn't sleep the whole night. got up at 8plus. stoned at the sofa for half an hour. sorting out all my thoughts. still, i didn't come up with any conclusion. my heart and my mind thinks seperately. oh well, i've still got until tuesday to think.
huda, let's go to the national library to study ya?
and friday i'm going back school to ask ms soh some transformation questions.
haiz.
feeling so down.
好希望我能麻醉自己。
and maybe it's time i withdraw myself from all those dreamy thoughts and be more realistic.
(:
only diploma can get me somewhere. so why not study hard now and i'll be able to take whatever course i want. it's easier to say it than to be done. i'll try my best. and i know that i'm contradicting myself from the previous post but i'll still accept either outcome. see, another regret. life has far too many regrets. hope i can minimise them.
think i'm going somewhere after graduation day tomorrow. should i should i not?
maybe not. since noone can accompany me there. tomorrow is the big day. the day which marks the end of my secondary school life. many people are happy to leave. but i'm not. i've no idea why. these four years had been really meaningful and definitely memorable ones. i'll never forget all the things that happened in these four years. how each and every teacher put in their effort to teach us. especially teachers teaching class 4e4'07. we're the most playful class and has the highest rate of absentees, lousiest results and many more. teachers will definitely remember us. especially ms pearly lim. we've gone through these two years together as a class and despite us not handing up the work, ms lim, you've not give up on us. you even trusted that we'll get distinction. thanks ms lim, for putting in so much trust in us. we'll definitely do our best.
enough of those emo posts. i'm soon gonna cheer up. toodles.
huda, let's go to the national library to study ya?
and friday i'm going back school to ask ms soh some transformation questions.
haiz.
feeling so down.
好希望我能麻醉自己。
and maybe it's time i withdraw myself from all those dreamy thoughts and be more realistic.
(:
only diploma can get me somewhere. so why not study hard now and i'll be able to take whatever course i want. it's easier to say it than to be done. i'll try my best. and i know that i'm contradicting myself from the previous post but i'll still accept either outcome. see, another regret. life has far too many regrets. hope i can minimise them.
think i'm going somewhere after graduation day tomorrow. should i should i not?
maybe not. since noone can accompany me there. tomorrow is the big day. the day which marks the end of my secondary school life. many people are happy to leave. but i'm not. i've no idea why. these four years had been really meaningful and definitely memorable ones. i'll never forget all the things that happened in these four years. how each and every teacher put in their effort to teach us. especially teachers teaching class 4e4'07. we're the most playful class and has the highest rate of absentees, lousiest results and many more. teachers will definitely remember us. especially ms pearly lim. we've gone through these two years together as a class and despite us not handing up the work, ms lim, you've not give up on us. you even trusted that we'll get distinction. thanks ms lim, for putting in so much trust in us. we'll definitely do our best.
enough of those emo posts. i'm soon gonna cheer up. toodles.
i want you back at Monday, October 15, 2007
0 on-lookers thought having you back was easy
0 on-lookers thought having you back was easy