Sunday, September 30, 2007

no longer the same. yawwww. life stinks. perhaps it doesn't. but apparently, mine is. bye people.

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Friday, September 28, 2007

hello world. well well, today's nice yawww. had swensen for lunch. it's goddamn filling. and after that, yu wei and yu zhuang went to sign up for their line. haha. finally they owned their own phone le. :) can msg them. 'cause they're using singtel. hahaha. i think i fell in love with sony ericssion already. it looks fine to use. lalala. but i think i'm getting a second hand phone. poor lahhs. new phone so ex. haha. sony's slide phone best. aiya. sianed. still no motivation. study with yu zhuang spent three quarter of the time TALKING. that's great yawwwww. haha. asience rocks. smooth sehh. broke already. shaarks. hello. i'm stress up. too stress up already. damn shit lo. today. 6 periods of maths. super shiok. only managed to survive the first two. hhaa. and amanda just reminded me, thanks huihui for accompany meeeee take the mrt. :) great companion you're. hoho. i'm tired. swensen's bake rice doesnt taste as great as before. sphagetti taste NICER. and the ice cream. taste fattening. lol. yu wei eats like there's no tomorrow and my aunt and mom just couldn't stop ordering the food. hahas. i ate the least. yu wei eats the most. hahas. the 'dustbin' there. okay. amanda's KAN JIONG. hahahhahahha.


finally improved.
almost all subjects. other than that shit ass poa. damn that subject. fag.
erms. can i say i love, practically none la. hate chinese too. damn *puke*. sorry. puked at the sight of chinese *puke*. sorry again.
okay la. i love english. cos i love MS PEARLY LIMMMMM. she rocks yawww. best teacher ever. hahaha.

oh, despite reading up for my dearest ss and history, i failed. not miserably but shit-ly. oh mr tan, i let you down.

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Thursday, September 27, 2007

hello long lost blog. too busy to blog la. i love to sleep in this weather. *lovesloves* and my sickening hair. lol. forever messy. hahhaha. okay, going out soon. gotta miss my show again. it had been like 10years ever since i watched that show. and recently, hahhaha. i've contracted the bird craze. haha. the hokkien mee story. lalala. like ass these few days. darn nice to sleep. forever sleeping in the afternoon. hello rena, why can't you just study FOR ONCE! haha. i don't blame rena. she's as lazy as meeeeee. okay. bye ass-es i got to go.

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Monday, September 24, 2007

i'm not allowed to use blogger. my dad says that. cool huh? what's bad about blogging? -.-" it's okay. i'm still gonna blog. he can't control what i wanna do. i'm 16 already. i've got my own freedom. i'm no longer a small kid. haiz. whatever. i just feel that home is a place for me to stay. nothing else. no love, no nothing. hahahahaha. shit.

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

give me the strength to live on. will you ? :)





























wtf. what's wrong with blogging?

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Saturday, September 22, 2007

okay, initially, i thought my study plan failed. however, that lazy bum don't mind waking up early so that we can start early 'cause i have to leave wai po house early due to my ah ma's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH MA! REMEMBER YOUR PROMISE AHHH! :) lalala. Tomorrow gonna eat alot already. diediedie. gaining weight recently. nvm. hahas. neng chi shi fu. hahas. whatever. i kept letting out air today. HAHA. unglam. and i think there's something wrong with this computer of mine. can't receive things and the encoding have got something wrong too. wanted to help yu zhuang but too bad. sad lo. and and and. tomorrow studying at the void deck. hahas. it's very windy you know :) lame la. studying ss and maths. whooolala. xingcun wore braces lehhhs. *jealousjealous* i've been staying home like for one day and i'm dying soon. and tomorrow, i can finally see my dearest cousins (other than someone) at my ah ma's celebration. especially matthew. simply love him. he's SO cute. hahas. psst. i love kids. ahahahahahah. and and and i seems to be rather interested in the new physchology course in temasek poly lehhhhs. hahas. it seems rather fun. :) i miss listening to the old songs. like jay's xing qing, long quan feng, YI FU ZHI MING! qing tian and all those nice nice de. and jolin's shuo ai ni and all. whooo. songs nowadays so weird. hhas. gotta wake up early. SIAN. quote from caiyun, " Thank you boyfriend" HAHA. so sweeeeet huh. i know you read my blog. please smile when you read this part. hahas. at least i made you smile huh. getting married soon liaooooo. so, you're not very young le. must make full use of the time okay? hahas. HAHA. sorry. keep suanning you. like nice arhh. heh. sadistic. lol. go honeymoon must buy me present huh! and wedding wedding. i must be present. HAHAHAHHA. and get me a godson/daughter. fine. i'm thinking too far. i'm bored lahhs. only can think of all these nonsensical things. hahas. it's so bored. facing my shit ass brother everyday. sad. someone dont wanna study with me. arhhhh. nvm lo. it's ok. whoooooooooooooo. still can't believe i'm going for ci course. walao. scared sia. later kena mental stress then when i pass out from CIBTC i'll go crazy. then those poor cadets will have a hard time. hahas. but wont lah. i love cadets as much as i love, no. i love my cadets LESS than i love my handphone. haha. no lahhs. equal okay. -okay- zi wen zi da. haha. wait for my return people! but like what ms fauziah said. high chance will not post back to beatty. SO WHAT? i can always return to beatty. hahas. as for the school i'm posted to, i'll go once a month i guess. hahas. i hope, i pray, i WANT to go back beatty! and when i go back, my sec2s 'o7 will become nco and take over the unit le. and i'll make sure that they do well, SUPER well. hahhas. my blood and sweat. say till so serious. haha. yeah. npcc changed my life indeed. without npcc. i think i wont be here as well. everything will definitely be different. hahas. npcc seems to be my 'en ren'. i can't think of what it's called in english. benefi....-something de. forgot le. hahas. lalala. i've got nothing else to think already. my mind is telling me to go to bed. but my heart says watch channel u before turning in. so well, here i go. bye peeeeps.

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why is life just so boring? -groans- i wanna go out luhhhhhs. omfg. some shiat ass telecom called me and they got the wrong number. talk like some weirdos. dont know is malay or indian. 2nd time someone got the wrong number today. what's so wrong about everybody. even my mom received a wrong number call today. hahahah. ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui yi zhou gen yuan. >.< bu neng shuo de mi mi. so confusing. hahas. nice though. jay's so cute. haha. dougie/dougnut's cuter though. but i still prefer jay. he's at least more talented :X he plays piano like WOAH. beyond words that can describe. hahas. talent like him is groomed by me. joking la. not so bhb. oh well. even xing cun puts braces. god, should i put? vexed luhhs. sianed. looks pain though. hahahaha. life's boring and the best cure is to sleep. bye peeps.

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Friday, September 21, 2007

Today was. ALRIGHT. Went vivo's arcade and play that game till my arms tired sia. haha. okay. let today's english be a little bit not so the perfect. not in the mood lahhs. fcuk chinese man. oh fuk. what shit subject is that. GAHHHH. how on earth can i get a shit ass B sia. walao. and ms chua counted/recorded my marks wrongly. WALAO. big difference lehhhs. asss. i got 39.5 and she recorded 23.5 WALAO. no wonder C5 lahhs. was thinking, cant be C5, cos the paper alone already C5 liao. then plus listening and everything. not possible de. lucky i check arh. otherwise, i think i'll get that shit ass 5 already. damn fcuked my mother tongue. ewwww. english better luhhs. and currently i got back like only 2 and a half papers lahhhhs. faster please teachers. thanks. oh, mrs singh is sick. get well soon yea? :) i think you're too sad over our class result. oh well, harbourfront centre. hahahah. gonna go there again TO EAT. and went vivo. hahahah. i wanna buy another lip gloss. the pink colour de. $3.90 only!!!!!! GAHHH. go with me one day anybody. okok. went home rather late today. haha. very random. very tired. goodnight folks.

All the best for those taking 'N' levels. WORK HARD ARH! It's the exam that destinate your future. JIAYOU YAWWW!

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Thursday, September 20, 2007

3rd time in my life i felt earthquake. IN MY HOUSE. ALONE!

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great news

GREAT NEWS!


I PASSED MATHS FINALLY!

YES! Whooooooo~

FINALLY. UH HUHUHHUHUHUHUH.












I'M GODDAMN HAPPY~

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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

i feel like getting married again. HAHHAHA. no, i'm NOT desperate. but it's blissful. lovey dovey de. hahhahahhahahha. i'm crazy. or you might say, hmmm, under too much stress. hahaha. bloggie, will you marry me? mmuuuuuuack! sorry jo. dont jealous arhh. i love you more. :X i'm not les. OH! HALF OF 4E4 PASS MATHS- from mrs ang. if it's the wrong information dont blame me arh. lalala. will i be one of them? God, bless me :)

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time for jokes

Ten Less One
The school discipline master was walking along the corridor when he spotted a new pupil. Hauling him to one side, he proceeded to question the newcomer, "Do you know how many school rules we have in this school?"
The pupil said meekly, " Yes. There are 10."
The discipline master then said, " Good. Do you understand the rules?"
The pupil trembled and said hesistantly, " Yes, Sir."
Unconvinced, the discipline master asked in a threatening voice, " If you break one of them, do you know what is going to happen?"
The pupil replied softly, " Yes, Sir. There will be nine left."

Rob The Rich
A judge said sternly to a robber who had been hauled to court many times for robbery, " You robbed the rich time and again. Why?"
The robber smirked and said, "Because the poor, obviously, have no money for me to rob!"

SI LURUS'S Excuses
Si Lurus was a very literal- minded boy. One day, he showed his report card to his father. His father looked at his report card and asked, " You did terribly in geography. Why?"
"Wll, i have never been to a foreign country," Si Lurus answaered. " How can i know about places i have never visited?"
" You also hailded your history. Why ?" his father asked again.
This time, his son replied, " I was born too late. How can i know about events that had taken place before i was born?"
His father was dumbfounded.

The Moon Is Nearer
Mr Kia asked Mr Su, : Which is nearer, London or the moon?"
Mr Su said," I think the moon is nearer."
Surprised, Mr Kia asked, "Why?"
Mr Su replied in great earnestness, " I can see the moon but i cannot see London."

An Inconsistent Teacher
It was the first day of school. The moment John got home, his father asked him, " How is your new teacher?"
John said, " She is quite nice but she is not consistent in her teaching."
His father was concerned and asked, " What do you mean?"
John said, " Well, i find it difficult to believe her. Firtly, she told us that 3 and 4 make 7. Then she said that 2 and 5 make 7. I do not know which is correct."

lazy to type. haha. prelims ENDED. i'm going to open champange later. hahahaa. and i know i spelt that word wrongly :)

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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

how do i live on. with dreams all shattered. oh baby. i hate the life like this. however, i understand the fact that life has it's ups and downs. and i believe that what i'm experiencing now is the worse of the worst. so, i'll try to cheer up as often as i can. thanks friend :) for making me smile. and i know, you'll always be there when i need you.

looking out the window of the balcony makes my mind full of thoughts. the thoughts of what will happen in my life in the future. thoughts of what i'm going through now. whether it's permanent or temporary. thoughts of every little moment in my past and future life. i would like to heed the advice of ms lim. look towards the future. never think of things that happened in the past that affects you. think of what you'll do to create a better future. that's true. seriously, i think that i've became a moodless person. no mood to do anything. 'look on the bright side' is what i'll try to do. by feeling sad for one minute, i'll lose 6 seconds of happiness. 幸福是要靠自己争取的。

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blogging is the best way to release whatever shiat i have inside me :) Thanks bloggie. Last night, was bad. I've got two swollen eyes. GAHH. On 17th september, Kua Qiuhua Rena had already give up on love. :) She no longer trust the thing called 'love'. There's no true love nor everlasting love in this world. Other than Caiyun and her guy luhhs. They're the super-est loving couple i've ever seen. Haha. God, please bring him to me. I'm numb.

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Monday, September 17, 2007

lyrics represents my feeeeelings

"My Love"
An empty street, an empty houseA hole inside my heartI'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they areThe days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah)And all my love, I'm holding on foreverReaching for the love that seems so far[Chorus:]So I say a little prayerAnd hope my dreams will take me thereWhere the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.All the seas from coast to coastTo find the place I Love The MostWhere the fields are green, to see you once again... my love.I try to read, I go to workI'm laughing with my friendsBut I can't stop to keep myself from thinking. (oh no)I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they areThe days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah)And all my love, I'm holding on foreverReaching for the love that seems so farSo I say a little prayerAnd hope my dreams will take me thereWhere the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.All the seas from coast to coastTo find the place I Love The MostWhere the fields are green, to see you once again...To hold you in my armsTo promise you my loveTo tell you from the heartYou're all I'm thinking ofReaching for the love that seems so farSo I say a little prayerAnd hope my dreams will take its thereWhere the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.All the seas from coast to coastTo find the place I Love The MostWhere the fields are green, to see you once again... my love.Say it in a prayer (my sweet love)Dreams will take it thereWhere the skies are blue (woah yeah), to see you once again my love. (oh my love)All the seas from coast to coastTo find the place I Love The MostWhere the fields are green, to see you once again.... My Love.

"I Lay My Love On You"
Just a smile and the rain is goneCan hardly believe it (yeah)There's an angel standing next to meReaching for my heartJust a smile and there's no way back Can hardly believe it (yeah)But there's an angel, she's calling meReaching for my heartI know, that I'll be ok nowThis time it's realI lay my love on youIt's all I wanna doEverytime I breathe I feel brand newYou open up my heartShow me all your love, and walk right throughAs I lay my love on youI was lost in a lonely placeCould hardly even believe it (yeah)Holding on to yesterdaysFar, far too longNow I believe its ok cause this time it's realI lay my love on youIt's all I wanna doEverytime I breathe I feel brand newYou open up my heartShow me all your love, and walk right throughAs I lay my love on youI never knew that love could fell so goodLike once in a lifetimeYou change my worldI lay my love on youYou make me feel brand newShow me all your love, and walk right throughAs I lay my love on youI lay my love on youIt's all I wanna doEverytime I breathe I feel brand newYou open up my heartShow me all your love, and walk right throughAs I lay my love on youI lay my love on youYou make me feel brand newYou open up my heartShow me all your love, and walk right throughAs I lay my love on youAs I lay my love on you


"Why Do I Love You"
Suddenly she's Leaving Suddenly the Promise of love has gone Suddenly Breathing seems so hard to do Carefully you Planned it I got to know just A minute to late, oh girl now I understand it All the times we Made love together Baby you were thinking of him Why do I love you Don't even want to Why do I love you like I do Like I always do You should've told me Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do) Why do I love you like I do Ain't gonna show no Weakness I'm gonna smile And tell the whole world I'm fine I'm gonna keep my senses But deep down When no one can hear me Baby I'll be crying for you Why do I love you Don't even want to Why do I love you like I do Like I always do You should've told me Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do) Why do I love you like I do Can't go back Can't erase Baby your smiling face oh no I can think of nothing else but you Suddenly Why do I love you Don't even want to Why do I love you like I do Like I always do You should've told me Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do) Why do I love you like I do


"To Be Loved"
The song of a little bird The joy in three little words I know it's real That's how it feels To be loved by you The stars from a midnight sky The melody from a lullaby There's nothing real That I wouldn't steal To be loved by you [Chorus]To be loved by you If everybody knows It's only 'cause it shows A smile to put you on a high A kiss that sets your soul alight Would it be all right if I spent tonight Being loved by you [Chorus]Your love is released And you move me with ease And you rescue me time after time Oh Oh you give your all And you take it all in your stride Oh with all the power of a symphony That's how my heart beats when you're holding me I can't conceal, this is how it feels To be loved by you Oh yeah, to be loved by you If everybody knows, it's only 'cause it shows Because I take your love, Everywhere I go I know what it is I need, it's clear as a shallow stream It's as it seems, my only dreams To be loved by you


"Don't Say It's Too Late"
It doesn't take much to learn when the bridges that you burn Leave you stranded feeling alone It doesn't take much to cry when you're living in a lie And deceiving that someone who cares If I could turn back the time I would put you first in my life And I would risk it all for you to prove my love is true I'll build a wall around my heart that would only break a part for you Can change the way I feel so tell me what's the deal Don't say Don't say it's too late And now The hills are getting hard to climb I'm runnin' out of time My decisions are pending on you And I will accept the blame for burnin' out the flame Hoping the story will twist once again If I could turn back the time I would put you first in my life And I would risk it all for you to prove my love is true I'll build a wall around my heart that would only break a part for you Can change the way I feel so tell me what's the deal Don't say Don't say it's too late Now I'm Layin' it all on the line For you And I would risk it all for you to prove my love is true I'll build a wall around my heart that would only break a part for you Can change the way I feel so tell me what's the deal Don't say Don't say it's too late





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thankstoinotstupidttoo,icriedmyheartout.feelingmuchbetteralready.wonderwhythingscometillthisstage.iwantrealhappiness.

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a short day

Wuiming scare the hell out of me. My god. He was stabbed on the left side of his face and neck. He told me that the doctor he consulted yesterday told him, with just one more centimetre of the wound, he could be dead by now. So, he's super lucky. :) My my my, he has got stiches on his face. And it looks totally painful. Gawd. Ms Jamie was so damn fucking sacarstic.
She walks towards wuiming when she saw that he didn't have his tie put on.
MJ= ms jamie
WM= wuiming

MJ: Where is your tie?
WM: Cannot wear lah.
MJ: Why not?
WM: How to wear!? (pointing to his wound on his neck)
MJ: What happened?
WM: Kena stab lah!
MJ: WHAT?!
WM: KENA STAB LAH!
MJ: *give that damn sacarstic face* Ohh.. Very interesting.. I thought some scratches.
*walks away*

WM- friends:
Walao ehh. Kena stab say very interesting. See one day she kena stab still interesting or not. And after that, i laughed non stop.
Ms Tanny Koh also asked about his wound.
MTK: What happened?
WM: Kena stab lor.
Mr Boo: (i dont know what he says)
WM: Yah, kena stab.
Mr Boo: Come out
WM: (smile)

ANDANDAND
When the two lower sec guys whom think that they are very big shot walks away from the parade square, Mr Lee asked them where they are going and they shouted their reply across the red patch to where Mr Lee was standing. After that, Wuiming shouted, " EH! KAOPEI LA!" AND GUESS WHAT THE TWO DID?

" Ehh, sorry sorry.*put his hand up* " FUCKING FUNNY SIA. In front of teacher act like some shit ass big shot. In front of wuiming like mouse liddat. *roll my eyes* HAHAHHAHA. And that's guai of wuiming to come school for lesson despite the fact that he was stabbed and had an operation yesterday. Good boy huh. HAHAH. And syu was so fascinated by an Ah beng like him. Interesting day! :) Take care! :D


Oh, MCQ was crap. First question already stuck. All the best for DNT man! :D

cried myself to sleep everynight. it's not nice baby.

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Sunday, September 16, 2007

sad

i tried laughing. but i ended up crying. Haiz.

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A lovely day

A day with kid definitely cheered me up ABIT. Still -3564648646518645465% sad. Well, my mother's cousin and his wife and daughter came over to wai po house this afternoon WHEN I WANNA STUDY! And his wife's sister is my primary one Health Education teacher. I still see her appearing at the lorong 7 area. She's going to move house though. Hmmm. Next time when i get married, i wanna buy a new house. Newly built de. That would be nice :) Whatever. Out of topic le. Oh, and since just now, i've thought of what i wanna blog already. HAHAHAH. Okay, save it for later. My mom's cousin's daughter is called Jiamin. And she's a sweet little girl. She's already in some play group when she's not even 2 yet. Parents nowadays are kiasu lahhs. I totally agree to it. Lalala. She's so adorable. And she weighs a ton. HAHA. I carried her and almost got muscle ache. Hahahahha. Either that or i'm weak. Her mom is like, erms. Well, i should put it in a nice way. She's so caring :) She brings practically everything! In her haversack, there's Jiamin's clothes(3sets), don't know how many thousand diaper, water, extra water, handkerchief, and the rest i didn't get to see. That's so nice of her. And i think, in the future, i'll be following her footstep as well. And my uncle got himself a girlfriend. HAHAH.

HERE'S THE HIGHLIGHT: MY COUSIN, PROMISED TO....................................







RIDE ME ON HIS BIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BIKEBIKEBIKE. HIS'S BIKE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NICE.
WOAH.


Riding bike lehhs. Don't playplay. JEALOUS?! HAHAHHAHAHHA
Okay, that's enough. He'll one day. When he got his lisence. And he's driving now WITHOUT LISENCE. Nuts huh. HAHAHAH.

Seeing a happy family like my mom's cousin really makes me feel like getting married and settle down. :) Having a child is nice. She/he'll definitely cheer you up. Being able to behave lovey dovey in front of many other people AND calling each other 'dear' at other people's house. THAT'S SO SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET. And i realised i've been thinking of that for SO LONG. HAHAHAHAHHA.'

Morale of the story, i wanna get married! - With someone i really loves. :) Not any Tom, Dick or Harry. HAHAHHA

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shiat life

I've been thinking about things that i should not last night. It's rather a secret. So, no one will know. Other than, erm, perhaps, huda. :) And someone else. HAHA. Okay, i felt so bored reading my past posts and i decided to blog. HAHAHHAHAHA. I'm going to feed the fish later. HAHA. Yes, they're going to grow till the tanks couldn't even contain 10 of them. Oh whatever. Can't think properly now. Going Bishan grandma house in a whilest(whatever,it looks totally wrong) time. It's cold now. The whole night is cold as well. Eh. Tomorrow is the last two papers for prelims. Combined science paper one. Hahas. That paper, i've never NEVER never ever scored more than 30 marks upon 40. Shiat isn't it. So, i hope, i pray that this time round, i would be able to do that. HAHAHHA. Which is like, SO NOT POSSIBLE. But having a dream doesn't harm. Okay, dad's out. And i might be going back to sleep. The weather is so nice you see. No, i think i'm going my grandma house already. And slack there the whole day. Maybe go there watch television or something lo. HAHAHAHHA. And my 'Wok of Life' at 4.30pm. That FU MAN REN JIAN. It's an old show and it's NICEEEEEEEEE. Oh, i'm addicted to the show, 'Room in my heart' at 5.30pm every weekday. It's sweet. It's nice. It's everything lahs. I'm bored you see. NO LIFE MA. That's why. Monday, huda is not coming over to study because, her exam ends on monday as she don't take DNT. HAHAHHA. Hope i can ace this subject bahhs. But i highly doubt so. Yesterday was playing songs to allow me to doze off. It's successful:) And all the sad songs made me tear-ed. Sobs.











Dad didn't buy greentea for me. I guess i'll ask him later.
Toodles. I'm off to fish feeding. Anyone free, text me. I'm dying of boredom. Fucked up life yawwwwwww.

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Saturday, September 15, 2007

cousins

Ehhhhhhhhhhhh. Dated another cousin of mine to go study. It will start from next sunday. And every sunday, we will go to the Bishan library to study. Oh yeah baby. Study lehhh~ Excited lahhs. Hahas. WHO WANNA GO STUDY! The motivation seldom come de. Ehhs. I think gone liao lehhs. But yeah! Going study with that slacker. SO HUH, doubt can study much. Alternate saturdays, with Janice Lim and every sunday from next week, with Koh Yu Zhuang AND YOU BETTER COME! OTHERWISE, I'LL CHOP YOU. So, yeah. Study plan. Janice and i working towards our goal to win SOMEBODY. WHOOOOOO~ And perhaps helping yuzhuang for his maths and chinese. AND BORROW STORYBOOK FOR HIM >.< Lalala. Having cousins near my age group is nice. HAHAHA. Janice is one year older than me while yuzhuang is one year younger than me. Whoo. Nice cousins i have. I'm going to tell the WHOLE WORLD THAT KOH YU ZHUANG IS SO SUPER LAZY. His reason of not coming is................. SECRET! HAHAHAHA.



PPPPPSSSSSSSST: To someone: We're SO gonna BEAT you! No chance of winning us you loser! HAHAHA. Rest in peace.

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I lead a boring life.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u8yFspOjtzg&NR=1


Time for laughters to be heard :)

Smile people :D

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Friday, September 14, 2007

credits

Huda is nice :) She sort of cheered me up. Although it's only a sentence, it touches me deeply. First time someone said this to me :D
THANKS HUDA!
You created an impact in my life :D:D And AINI! Had a nice chat with you earlier just now. I'll buy you coffee and we shall drink together. :X And i shall stay awake for the next two days and you, asleep for the next two days yeah? :D

Well, still wanna thanks huda. HAHA. YOU will be over the moon to visit the rabbit on the moon after YOU read this. Specially for YOU lahh. HAH. Although you left me alone in tuition and went down with Ah leaf to buy old chang kee yesterday. I'm forgiving.( Towards YOU) Smile man. :D Alright. Enough of thanking-s. Feeling slightly better.

And for Janice(cuzzie), WE WILL BEAT HIM TILL HIS TEETH DROPS. Be confident okay! Let's work towards our goal together! :D

Happy birthday mummy and janice lim! All the best to the both of you.
Although i've never said this to you before, hahas, i would like to tell the public, MUMMMMMMMMYY, ILOVEYOU! :D:D

I'm emo recently. Having the need to go to the beach. HUDA! WILLING TO GO WITH ME?! Teach me ways to allow myself to be HAPPY! :)

Goodnight folks. Loves.

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it's time

yeah, it's time. no one knows how am i feeling inside.













OH WHAT THE FUCK


















I'm soon killing the fishes in my house. I'm addicted to feeding them. So, yea, they're going to die of fullness.

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Who is willing to be there to fold paper windmill for me to blow away my troubles?

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MAPLE. hahahaha

Finally, tootishi level-ed up. Level 56. Was feeling so bored that i misses her so much. I went to play for like 3 hours and finally level. HAHAHA. Tootishi, i love you~ :X

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Thursday, September 13, 2007

hello day

Pipo. I'm feeling tired ALL over. Hahas. Think the exams were too straining already. Oh! The earthquake craze. HAHA. It was scary indeed. Fancy experiencing an earthquake. Erm, or rather, tremor lahhs. HAHA. AT HOME. Without my mom or dad. Scaryy. And only until yesterday, i realised that i've got NO GUTS. HAHAS. 'Cause i've got cold feets. HAH. No luhhs. Cold hand. My hand turned cold seriously. Wooo. It all begin like this...

*Sat in front of the computer*
*Typing*
Suddenly, i'm like moving. Wait, am i feeling giddy or what?
Oh my god! I think it's earthquake from other country!
I asked my brother.
He didn't feel it.
*Went to look at the cup of water*
Didn't move 'cause i think i did not look at it properly.
Shaking continues.
Asked people.
They felt it too.
It was earthquake.
*Tried standing up to feel*
Can't feel much.
*Sat down on the chair again*
Oh my god.
It's really SHAKING.
It scares the hell out of me.
Panicked.
My brother called my aunt.
She wasn't at home.
Cousin said, 'Ignore'.
I went, 'HOW CAN!?'
Outside, commotion.
People going downstairs.
I didn't know what to do.
My maid almost cried -.-
Until the end of the tremors.
I've got no mood to study anymore.
Thinking about EVERYTHING that might happen if the building collapse(which never happens before)*touch wood*
I'm going to hide under my study table :X HAHAHHAHAHHA
I think TOO much already. Trust HDB. :) And it was indeed scary. This morning during reading period. It shook again. I was like, SCARED. Twice in my whole life i've felt the shakes. AND yesterday when the earthquake occurs, i was still on msn. HAHA. So, i'm not that kiasu. HAHA. But i almost laosai. And i'm just KIDDING. Okay, hope that the world ends only after i get married. HAHAHHAHAHA. Typical.

BU NENG SHUO DE MI MI!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
All the best for Physics tomorrow. And science paper 1 on monday and DNT on wednesday. X)








EXTRACTED FROM OSBORNE'S BLOG. REASON IS SIMPLE. HIS ENGLISH IS MUCH BETTER THAN MINE.
i guess the whole of singapore felt it.indonesia's 7.9 earthquake have caused tremors throughout the entire island.at first i thought i was seeing things but when the hung up clothing and photo frames began oscillating as well.i knew it was real.i swear i was truly afraid.afraid that the building was gonna collapse and i'll be trapped under a pile of rumble.afraid i'll fall and watch as i inevitably smash against the concrete pavement below.afraid i would die.its silly i know. singapore built their hdbs of better stuff.but i really felt impending doom approach.stuff that people tell you bout how you start to think about all the stuff you haven't done.people you haven't told you love.old misunderstandings that we never really cleared.its all true.i guess when faced with potential death.you really know who are the ones you really love and care about.someone said recently."One must really cherish what they have currently.Really.You never know what will happen next.Don't take things for granted.Never do."i appreciate fully the meaning of those words.

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

yoyoyoyo

Okay, I've got nothing to do currently. Huda's coming later. Hahah. Wellwell, maths paper was, DIFFICULT. Not really difficult though. It's just tricky. VEERY tricky. Hmm. Oh, PISSED by someone just now. Makes my blood boil only. Hoohoo. SUCKER! Nevermind who i'm talking about. Before maths paper, i was like telling lilibird that transformation will come out for sure. AND sadly, it didn't. Not a single shit of that came out. And YES! cumulative frequency came out. LALALALA. The only thing i don't know is the probability. Hahas. I wasn't sure of ALL my answers. Yes, no confident. Hahas. Shone asked me to do well enough to get into first three months. Reason being, can go crash here crash there. He's going to teach me how to crash NY like how he does it and still doing it. HAHA. And what i don't know is that, during first three months, it's actually having fun poning lectures, walking around the school andandandand crashing into other classes. HOHO. THAT SOUNDS FUN!-that's so crappy. Getting into first three months just to walk around school and crash people's lesson. HAHA. Lame bodoh. And i doubt my results are able to get this fun. HAHA. Nonono, cannot look down on myself. I WANNA GO POLY! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. I'm certified CRAZY. Thanks to shearing and stretching. Hahas. And i realised, i can't really concentrate on studies now. HAHA. DIE LO. And prelims ends only after one week from now. ONE WEEK LEHHH! DAMN. I'm having the DNT paper on the last day of prelim. Whooohooooohoooo. 2 and a half hours. Wonder what am i gonna do there. Hahas. It's way better than doing art. 'Cause it's 3 hours. Hahas. TODAY WAS COLD. SUPER COLD. Hand froze. Burrrr.
Okay, before she comes, i'm gonna catch a nappy. Hahas. TIRED bodohhh.

Oh ya, good luck Alwin! HAHHAHA. For you know what luhhs. Waiting at the bridge. HAHHAHAHHAHAH.

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

screwed again

Yes! I love POA. It gives me the thrill man. Ewww. Made me flunk. Hahas. I think luhhs. It's like. I didn't even managed to balance a single shit and the damn easiest amalgamation and P&L appropriation didn't come out. Holy. I'm so dead. Foook. When i was doing my Section B, the two choose one question, I see Trading and Profit and Loss account i was SO happy. However, much to my disappointment, it sucks to the core. I spent like ten fucking minutes to do all the adjustments of prepaids and accrued. Kukubirdly, when i started doing, DAMN. There's no opening stock, no purchases, no sales amount. AND how on earth am i going to do that simple account without the most important thing! I was like, *look at the clock and mr wolf told me i'm left with 15 bloody minutes, i panicked.* I crushed the paper of the T&P&L a/c and immediately start the killer chapter, NON- TRADING ORGANISATION. Whoo, i know i've just digged my own grave BUT it's better than staring at the T&P&L a/c! At least, i hope, i could, get some method marks. Shiat la. Overall, prelims killllls. I hope the rest of the paper will be much more easy! :D:D

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Monday, September 10, 2007

Oh, chem sucks

Well, Chemistry sucks. ALL that i studied didn't come out. Oh fokkk. Hate chem hate chem. WHATEVER. Like what ariel said. What done is done. Okay lo. Do well for paper one and physics can liao. BUT! I'm suppose to be in my room sleeping followed by mugging POA and here i'm, BLOGGING AGAIN! I gotta stop. Really really. HAHAHAHA.

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Sunday, September 09, 2007

no more bruce

dad dont allow me to watch bruce almighty. sadddded.

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bruce almighty.

Pipo, tonight @ 7.30(i think), or rather, 7plus, there'll be Bruce Almighty on Channel 5. Hahas. I've been waiting for all these years to watch it. :) Man, gonna catch it tonight. However, not forgetting the prelims tomorrow, i MIGHT stay up late to study. Which might not be so, reason being, I'M SO TIRED NOW. And i'm going to catch a nappy before i do anything elses.



And and and i'm so glad that Ms Huda, had actually blogged my name A FEW times in her post. Woah, her life is so entertained because of me. HOHOHOHOHOOO. AND I KNEW SHE MISSES RB's EYES. SHE SAID SO! HAHAHAHHAHA. RB's so lazy, like what huda quoted. I've reached the page he's doing like long ago. HAhas. Oh, sorry huda. For 'critisizing' him. SOrry sorry. You and your RB! HAHAHS. See it for yourself, Quote : " RB did not attend tuition classes and rena blurted out "huda, disappointed?"nah,but i miss his eyes though." THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT SHE SAID. HAH. I wonder, if one day, he happens to know us and reads our blog knowing that he's the RB we're talking about, WHAT WILL HAPPEN! HAHA. Which is like oh-so-not-possible thing. Hahas. OKAY LA. I'm gonna stop here. Bye.









I'm drinking that tea tea tea again. HAHAHA. It makes me peeeee. :x

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Saturday, September 08, 2007

a great day

Yeah baby. Had a great day today. Whoooooo. Well, as planned, went my ex baby-sitter's house for dinner. She bought millions of food and i gained 1 kg. After eating, we started taking photos. 'Cause she wants to show her friends her goddaughter(me). HAAHAS. And then, we watched tv blablabla. Woah. Both of her sons changed so muchhhh. Especially hongping (redbiscuit), wahhhs. His eyes SUUUPER small. Smaller than mine. Hhas. And his room is in a great mess. His comics can filled up my cupboards at home and he said that after 'O's, i'm allowed to read them! -which i don't think i'll. Simple reason. I'm not interested in the comic he read. Hahahs. AND mama and i agreed on a shopping spreeeeeeee after 'O's as well. I'm gonna stay there after 'O's as well. Laopa promised me to give me a handphone plus an ang bao if i scored 10points and below. Redbiscuit corrected him that both his sons didn't even managed to get less than 12 points let alone me. Syllabus is more difficult now. And the angelic mama reduced it to 15. Okay lo. I'll try. Hahas. Laopa changed car! It's an orange colour car. (Haslina nak take?) LOL. I waited like 10 minutes before someone opens the door. And guess what the someone is doing? TALKING ON PHONE! Hahas. Nvm. I'm forgiving. :) Oh well, having headache for the whole day. Goodniss. Gottcha sleeeeep. Tired tired.



Greentea still rules.


Oh, i gave up. Really. No point doing so :l All the best! 'PRELIM IS HEREERERERERE'

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Friday, September 07, 2007

i've got no more mood for any other things. this MIGHT be my last post till my mood gets better.

Yeah. As you've read. This might be my last post currently. Oh well, i'm gonna shut my comp. I don't wanna have any contact with anybody. And yeah, i'm going to put my phone under my pillow. So people, if you happened to message me and i replied late, i'm hereby seeking your understanding. I don't want any form of communication with anybody for the time being. :) Thanks! :D

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nil

SHATTERED.

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sadded

I'm not going today. But tomorrow. Sobs. She ends work late. So, tomorrow, Hong han will be at home. AND i can ask him Maths questions! :D:D Just received his message. I'm going over for dinner (tomorrow) ! Yay! Childish. I watered the plants and 'catch fishes' just now. HAHA. Yeah. 'Catch' the fishes in the fish tank >.< I fed them and when i saw the fish net, an idea came into my mind. 'CATCH THEM!' Hahas. And then i played for like fifteen minutes. -.- I'm DEPRIVE LAH. The weather is WARM. I'm going to the air con room. Bye.


I'm drinking green tea AGAIN! :D:D

Took some pictures just now. Hahas. Not gonna post them unless i feel like it. Hahas. Lazy. Should i sleeeeep? Tired.

Toodles folk.

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不能说的秘密

词:方文山曲:周杰伦
☆不能说的秘密电影主打

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡



不能说的秘密...

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ulcerulcer

Had a bad bad ulcer day. Since yesterday during tuition, that stupid ulcer had been annoying me. And till now, it still doesn't wants to let me off. Hahas. Enjoy your stay inside my mouth. You won't do me any harm. Ewww. My maid is cutting onion/garlic. Either one of them. Stinks. And i still wants to watch 不能说的秘密!Oh yeah baby. Going my ex baby-sitter's house later. I love her to the core man. The pillow she made for me when i'm a baby is still sleeping with me everynight. Without it, i won't be able to sleep well. Heh. See the importance. All my pillows are very significant. I treat them well. (i see no reason why am i telling the whole world this.) Whatever. Erms. Okay, i'm going there to, well, haven't decide yet. Hahs. Hmmm. I don't know what to blog lehhs. Early in the morning. I wonder why is my brother so scared of my aunt. Hahas. She's fierce to him lahhs. But not to me :D:D She don't dare to scold me and that means, i'm fiercer than her. HAH. People, BEWARE! Oh. I remembered. HUDA name must appear everyday. No choice. She's deprive lahs. Of people putting her name on the blog. Yeah. That's enough of her. Erms, give you one more sentence lahs. She's the person i've seen most of the time during holiday. Hahas. 'Cause of classes and tuition-s. Okay, no more HUDA. Ehhhhhs. I still wanna watch 不能说的秘密!!!!!!Grrrrrrrrr! It's that stupid yong siong whom made me so tempt of that movie. And THE SONG IS SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUPER NICE. AWWW. By listening to it can make me tear. Heh. I'm EMO. Oh whatever. He's goddamn romantic. Whoo. Love love love all his songs. HAHAHAHA.


I'm drinking greentea AGAIN.
Gawdd. Contracted the drinking-greentea-nonstop-symptom(correct me people. is this the correct spelling?) Hahas.
Lasssskaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. It had been such a long time ever since i ate crab. Deprive of it now. HAHAHAHAHA.


I realised, Maple 是针对我的咯。Everytime when i wanna go and visit my dearest TOOTISHI, there will be patch for sure. Second or third time already lahs. Pissed with maple. But i miss my tootishi! She's so pretty. Oh, i think someone hacked my acc. The money seems to decrease ALOT. From a few mil to like, less than a mil. Hahas. If i ever find out who, i'm gonna do something to the person. Haas.

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Thursday, September 06, 2007

yelllllllooooooooooooooooow

Okay, skinnies doesn't seems that attractive to HUDA anymore. HAHAHA. Whatever! I wanted to buy a skirt from pepperplus BUT! I need $$$$$$$$$$$$$ and a top to go with it. Shall go Topman one day. Hahas. Gonna get it one day. And a shorts from, i forgot the shop already. Okay. Tuition was nice. Hahas. Busy talking with AHHH LEAFFF.* wo yao kan bu neng shuo de mi mi. * Lalala. Going HER house tomorrow. WHOO. Okay. I'm cold. Just came out from bath. Haiz. I'm depressed. For oh-whatever reason. I miss alaska crabby. *hinthint* i wanna eat. I miss THAT pillow too. I really wanna be a little kid with no worries lehhhhhhhs. This is gonna be the most singlish blogg i've ever blogged.hohohohhoh. lazy to type properly. well. attempt to study failed again. hahahahs. ok. tml. i hope i can really do something. comp is such a distraction. stuupid. whoever has the song, bu neng shuo de mi mi please please send me. decrease my deprive-ness. hahahahhaha.











GREENTEA RULES.









Old chang kee's food is getting expensive-r. That's what ah leaf said. hoho. And huda, HUDA i meant, failed to tempt me with her high tea experience. hahahah. and and and . ohh . it's so embarrassing. i was asking my teacher how to do that particular qn and something stupid happened. ' GGGGRRRRRRRRRRRR' went my stomach. aahahhahaha. yes, im hungry. hahahha. i'm trying to make myself happy. hahahhaha. i'll feel empty whenever i see *******. im jealous lahhhs. hahahas. them being so happy and me, depriving of EVERYTHING. gahhhhhhhhh. im going nuts. no money la. going to buy lip gloss at watson or guardian. AND my longed wanted mascara. Lalalalallaa. *wo yao kan bu neng shuo de mi mi* the poster SOOOOOOOOOOOOO ***************************************************** nice. man. im in love with jay. hahas. too bad. he's toooooo old for me. hahas. otherwise, i would have flew to taiwan to look for him. hahas. i agreed i've got lots of wishful thinkings. hhaa. anyway, i realised i cant use proper english today. just dont have the mood to do so. lahhhs. o k a y. WHATEVER. i led a boring life. YEAH! I'm quoted as a boring person with no life. man. i agree it to the core. fuk. totally agree. damn. it's so fucking true. ooohhhh. people. i've got NO LIFE! and im a BORING PERSON. hahahahhaha. well. things gotta change. BUT after Os. hahahaha. see yue wen so hardworking i scared siaaa. ahaha. aiya. whatever it is, im feeling so depress. grrrrrr. cheer me up people. i need cheering now. hohohohohohohoho. finger cramp. hahahahhaha. AHHHHHHHHHH. if i ended up in the mental hospital one day. please visit me okayyys? i dont wanna be lonely there. hahas. although by plainly observing those people there can create laughter in my life. but they're poor human,like me. except that my parents' still willing to keep me at home to entertain them hahahahs. i neeeeeed a life dude.








alaskaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa crabby. i miss you. ;#; >>>> does this look like a crab? erms. if u're a normal person, it definitely doesnt. hahahahah.

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mr amos rules.

Ohhh yeah. Went to school early in the morning for Physics lesson conducted by the well known Mr Amos Goh. He's damnnnn suuper inspiring. To the extend that when i reached home, i did the ONE physics question before proceeding to my luunnnccch. Hoho. SEE THE POWER?! Yeah. And i've just received a call from my ex- baby- sitter. She asked me whether i want to go her house tomorrow's evening. Of course, i said i want. HAHAHAHAHA. MISS HER LEHHH. It'd been like close to a year since i see her. She's nice. And her son is going to treat me lunch after prelims and yeah, after 'O's too. Heh. Her husband called me yesterday telling me to work hard and all. whhooooo. I'm going to. After blogging. Hahas. I love the Tan's family to bits. (my ex- baby-sitter's family) Well well. Meeting that HUDA later. HAHAHAHA. Ohhh. She wore red today. Hahahah. AND SHE'S GOING FOR HIGH TEA. EWWWWW. I'm jealous. Welllll, it's okay. I'm going after 'O's. HAHAHAHHA. I'm excited yo.







1 day.

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Wednesday, September 05, 2007

ci course

MAYBE i'm not going CI course. THANKS TO SOMEONE. Well, erms. I'm not sure lehhhs. Yue wen's going. Plus i wanna attend more of the ATC-s coming up. Hahas. Still got $2 earn everytime i go down for parade. BUT! The worse thing is that i might not be posted to Beatty. :( 'Cause Beatty have got TOOOOOO many CIs already. SOOOO, I really don't know. If 'sway sway' posted to other school,,,,,,,,,,, i'll not go back there so often unless it's near. I'll still go back to visit Beatty people. HAHA.I'll definitely missss my DARLING Jaimeeee. Hahahas. I'm going nuts. AND








I don't feel least appreciated. WHATEVER!

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

it sucks

no mood today. so, im not going to type perfect english. or maybe, it had never been perfect. okay. whatever. and i wish daryl and hui yee together FOREVER. they are so sweet. :) it had been like years since they're together. aiya. whatever it is, all the best to them. hahas. feeling rather emo. just feel that this isn't the type of life i want. i want a happy life. which i guess will never take place. oh, in this world, i believe that no one has got a perfect life and complete happiness. whatever. no link at all. feeling so down. and all i can do is to type them out and share it with whoever wanna share with me. anyway, had fun eating with widya and gang. congrats wid and her boyfriend on celebrating their first month today. -woots- :) well, didnt do any shit ass revision today. whatever. flunk for all i care. perhaps i should put an end to all these. i should really start burying my head into alllllllll the textbooks and REVISE for the exams. and it's the truth that I CANT. for whatever fcuked up reason i have, i just can't. God, please help me. PPPPLLEEEAASSEEE send all my unhappiness away and bring all the happiness belongs to me. i wanna be happy and that's all. i don't wish for more. yea. emo shiat today. whatever. there's tuition tml. and tml is a clean start. shall start it right. memories are the most important part of your life. no memories, no life. i was just a small lil' p1 kid ten years ago and somehow, i wish i can go back then. where i've got no troubles and worries. life as a kid is the most memorable. 有时候,我真的不想长大。但是,长大有长大的好处与烦恼。既然都回不了从前,不如开开心心过其余的日子。做个开心人。:)如果给我一个机会,我想,我会把到现在所做的错误,一一改掉。人生总是充满遗撼。 连我也不例外!
realised that chinese can sometimes brings out what i wanna say more than english can do. its partially due to my chinese spoken family background ba. oh yeah, whatever. a new day is going to begin. i'm going to spend quantity time and not quality time anymore. (like real) okay, rena, 加油!










the one is gone.

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Monday, September 03, 2007

dreams do come true

I dreamt about receiving a letter of recommandation from the Temasek Polytechnic for the new Physcology course. AND guess what!? TP sent me a card today. Could it be God's hinting me on what school i'll end up in? Heh. Moreoever, the career talk not long ago(during june) says that my character suits to be a physcologist. HAHA. Fate fate fate and fate. Lalala. My nails are of rainbow colour now. I think i'm gonna buy 3 more new polish in time to come. Hot pink, blue and EHHHH. Lime green. Hahas. I wanna end up like a monster. Heh. Let me share with you people my colourful nails' colour. Ehhhh. I've got only a thumb on the right painted velvet and all fingers on the left painted of different colours. Thumb: sliver. Index: HOT PINK. Middle: Sky blue. Ring: The translucent pink i bought yesterday and last but not least, the little finger: A bit lighter than hot pink. I'm gonna paint my toe nails too! :D Freakish monster soooooon. Hohoho. The purple is nice. I meant the velvet. I'm going back to school tomorrow and i'm not going to remove them. Hahas. If happened that i'm caught, i'll say that my nails got infected by some weird viruses. HAHAHAHA. Not funny. Just say, 'Sorry lo. Provide me with nail polish remover and i'll remove it.' :D I'm gonna cut my nails only after the prelim ends. Hahas. For my left hand's fingers i meant. I got to cut my right hand's as i neeeeed to hold the pen comfortably without having my nails poking into my fleshhhh. Hahas. Yeah. I've totally no idea why am i telling the whole world all these. Guessed i'm really bored.

My mom got pinched by unknown 'things' again. I mean, her blue black just appear like that and she doesn't feel the pain. Ooooh. That's eeeeeerieeee. Hahas. Light blue looked so disgusting on my nails. Shall buy a red one for fun. Huda says i suit red. SOOOOO, GO WITH ME ONE DAY OKAY!? Lalala. Going school tomoorrow for maaathemaaatics. Hahahahahhahaha. ENNNNNTHUUUU SEHH~

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Home aloneeee

Staying at home the whole day can kill. Seriously. I haven't been stepping out of my house ever since i returned home yesterday. I haven't been do anything much other than reading my storybook. Hahas. I know that i'm suppose to be studying and everything but i DON'T KNOW HOW TO. Can like somebody PLEASEEEEE teach meeee? I'll appreciate. All the textbooks are like SOOOO thick. *Sian* I'm rotting. People, buy me some preservatives pleasee. Well well, EHHHHHHHH. Rainy days makes me feel sleeepy. AND AND AND everytime it rains, means, something good will happen TO ME! Hahas. I wonder what it is. Hoho. And year end usually rains and 'O's is in year end. HOOOHOOOO. My grades are gonna be suuuper good. Hahas. I hope i won't end up in JC. That won't happen though. AND~ I'm so darn pissed with my aunts saying bad things about Beatty. Ya ya ya, whatever. ****** **** is much better mahh. Beatty no use one lahh. Oh, but how come i don't see ****** **** Secondary School's ranking above Beatty's? HELLLLOOOOOOO. SEEEEE whose school is lousier. *Roll my eyes* It's only to you that Beatty is lousy mahhhs. Hahas. Beatty's the best la. I think only it appears to you that ****** **** is better. HAHAHA. So funny. Your precious son's school what. Of course it's good luhhhs. *Roll my eyes again* Aiyo, don't care about you lahhs. Go criticise lo. Go go go. Hahahhahahahahhahah.


I contracted some weird disease. Which is blogging-non-stop-disease.Whenever i'm free, i'll blog. Hoho. I'm going crazy. LALALALALA~

Doctor come come come visit me. AND I'LL THROW APPLES ON YOU!

**Apples keeps the doctor away.

OKAY! I'm lame.

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i'm proud to be in 4e4 '07


4E4 IS THE MOST UNITED CLASS EVER.
From Be yourself Day all the way to teachers' day, 4E4 had grown into a class that will never be seperated. With one person lesser, we won't be perfect. 4E4 rules!
I'm so gonna cry during the Graduation day. Man. I bet it'll be touching. After graduation, i believe that 4E4 '07 will still remain as united as ever. Sobsob. The thought of graduating saddens me. However, we have to move on no matter what! HAHAS. ALL THE BEST PEEPS! FOR YOUR UPCOMING EXAMINATIONS! :D

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Morning peeps

有时,我真的觉得人生是注定的。比如,你几时会死。 这是你无法注定的。所以我觉得,人生嘛,一定要活得痛快,珍惜活在世上的一分一秒。否则,后悔就已来不及了。有一句话,‘千万要珍惜眼前人, 而不要等到失去了才来后悔。’我相信你们许多人都听过这句话吧。也有人曾经体会过。失去一样东西虽然不是什么大事,可是,如果你是失去了身边一个很重要的人或事物,我相信你一定后悔莫及吧。但是,人往往只在发现他/她已不在你身边时,才发现,这就已经太晚了。

Hahas. Got to improve chinese mahhs. That's why. Don't know write those also. Hahas. Inspiration lahhhs. :D Just woke up. So, i've got nothing interesting to blog. Tonight perhaps, update you people. :D

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Sunday, September 02, 2007

woolala

Well well, skinnies wasn't at tuition and huda is therefore disappointed. Went shopping with her. Bought 3 pairs of earrings, two keychains and and and a nail polish. OH. I seriously feel like buying the hot pink nail polish. And i know that it is unlike me saying that i wanna buy something that is pink in colour. I've got a premonition that i'm falling in love with pink lahhs. Erms. Not exactly falling in love with. But i've got a slightly pinkish nail polish and two pink pens in my pencil case. That's a bad sign you know. I've never like pink for years already. Die die die. Especially when i feel like buying HOT PINK nail polish. Goodness gracious.

I heard all the car's honking in the show my mom is watching and this led me to think of the movie, 'Rob-B-Hood'. It was nice though :) LOUIS KOO LEHHHHH.

Okay, no more random-ness.

Yeah, went shopping today. And i realised that the things i wanna buy added up to hundred over. How on earth am i gonna get that amount of money?! Ahhhhhh! How i wish i'm rich. I'm targetting to save up to 300 bucks so that i can start my shopping spree after 'O's. Hahas. Huda and i will be going to Chinatown after prelims. Hahas. Ohh, we hit off quite well(just realised today). And sadly, we didn't get to plan on what are we going to give Ms Lim on graduation day 'cause WE forgot all about it.

OHHHH. I saw a small malay boy, not till the age of 2 or 3 i think, is playing PSP. I was like, ' WTH.' OOOKAY. Kids nowadays are not deprive of ANYTHING. Unlike me, deprive of childhood. Hahas. Well well, mood-swing day again. It's getting worse. My anger got triggered off SUUUPER easily. Just a tiny winy little thingy can make me piss. Hoho. I'm bad tempered now. BEWARE.

I've got 3 storybooks to catch before i can borrow the two books i hid in the library. Title, '21 proms' and 'i-forgot-the-title-already'.

I received two roses today. A white one and a red one. (without the stalk) LOL. With exchange of a keychain and a box of kokocrunch.

Who wanna go Kbox after exams? I wanna sing sing sing. Tomorrow, hopefully i'll have to mood to go jogging. I have to improve my stamina before going for CIBTC. Otherwise, i'll die terribly.

I've posted alot today. Nice typing with my old keyboard. That's why.

I WANNA EAT CHEEEEESECAKE! Deprive again. I'm practically depriving of EVERYTHING. LJS is a good place for studying AND I FORGOT TO SHARE WITH YOU ALL SOMETHING I SAW AT LJS! I BET YOU ALL ARE INTERESTED.

I SAW LESBIANS! HAHAS. YOU MIGHT THINK THAT IT'S NO BIG DEAL BUT I SAW ONE OF THEM TOUCHING THE OTHER'S BOOOOOOBS IN THE PUBLIC, TWICE. GOOOOODNESSSS. It scared the hell out of me lahhs. They were hugging and everything. EWWWWWWWWW. Touching boobs lehhhs. *Faint*

I swear upon Singapore that i'll never fall in love with any girl. Hahas. I'm straight. I wanna a happy marriage with A GUY. So, les, don't approach me.

I spoilt a correction tape today. Will get you another one okay? Erms. Before your English paper. Sorry aite. :D:D

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last episode

God is by my side. He knows that i longed to watch the last episode and arranged it to end at 11 before i leave. :) Happy ending never fails. :D

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ANYBODY

Hey hey people. Anybody watched the episode of the erms erms erms. The ten o clock show on channel u?! Can please please please tell me whether it is the last episodE?! Wahhh. Miss last episode damn sian de siaa. Pray hard it's not. Heh.

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Saturday, September 01, 2007

Boring saturday

100th post today. Hohoho. Didn't know i've blogged so much. WELL, i'm gonna miss my sunday show tomorrow 'cause of tuition. SADDDEEEEEDDD. I'm afraid that it's the last episode lahhs. The teacher SO handsome. Hahas. Okay. Back to the topic. I'm so bored today. Changed keyboard again. Hahas. Usually i'll go out on saturdays and everybody will be at home. And when i don't go out, no one's at home. I'm going to die of boredom. And i realised something. Nothing can set me down to study. NOTHING. I just can't concentrate. Tried to study moment ago and yet, here i'm blogging. LOL. I'm such a failure. I took thousands of photos just now. Hahas. That's my daily routine. Taking photo can release stress i guess. Hoohoo. His cousin got married today. And here i am, thinking of the day when i get married. Heh. Walking down the aisle on the red carpet, 'Canon in D' music playing in the air, slotting my arm through my groom's arm, with the man i love, whom will then be staying by my side and take care of me for the rest of my life, loving each other till death do us apart and lastly, our love that we share that will never die. This is my biggest dream, to get married. Heh. Typical girl huh. I wanna go honeymoon at the place where it is the MOST romantic and will definitely create an impact in my memory. Heh. Lalalalas. I'm happy when thinking about marriage. However, i'm brought back to the reality by thinking of having the need to study and get over with the 'O's and a few more years of studies before i can really think of that. Hahas. I'm easily contented. So, i don't ask for more. Just being happy, is the best of life. So people, be happy! When you're angry for a minute, you lose 60 seconds of happiness. It's not worth it though. Hahas.

Why am i saying all this? One simple reason. I'm bored. I'm trying to get away from studying. It's driving me crazy. Uh huh~ Yeah yeah.

I'll have to try. No matter how hard it is. Hahas. BYE! I'm off for dinner!

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