Thursday, March 27, 2008

i'm feeling ever so depressed. fcuk man.


okay, anw, ytd accompanied amanda for her hair cut. she's indeed a singaporean sia. haha. the last time we went for the haircut, the hairdresser didn't straighten her hair and she complained. this time round, lol, the person straightened her hair and she complained. Haha. fussy huh. :X and i don't prey on small kids okay! haha. i'm so innocent.

i'm going over to amanda's house later. waiting for my brother to come out from the toilet. haha. sianed. life sucks. seriously.


[updated]
i'm now at her house :D but she's watching criminal minds don't know what thingy and i'm watching xfamily in youtube. haha. yes, finally can get to read mars vs venus. hope i remember to take from her(:
i'm dead bored. pfft. kill myself!

[updated]
i seriously think that i'm damn sway, the stupid realplayer at home keep hanging. youtube here can't load. nehnehpok lah. grr. what to do. pfft. in anyway, it's fate. lol. see lah. i can't even find song lyrics in the web. sucker. things just don't go the way i want it to be. haha. life's indeed cruel. hope it just get better as time goes bah. cheer up! (:

i pai seh-ed myself last night. cos all the while, i've been thinking that boss is another person. like wth la. how dumb can i get. lol. only nury understands. heh. our secret eh. heh. oh yea, two more days to saturday, which is our sentosa trip! (: i gave up 50 bucks for that trip okayy! see how much i sacrificed. lol. hope it won't rain that day! then i'll turn darker for i've bleached so much since last time till now. oh me god. amanda's house is so dark. haha. random random. i miss secondary school life again! i miss talking to chloe, crapping throughout maths lesson with her. haha. like our conversation ytd was as dumb as ever. lol. english speaking grandma. with damn chim english. and chloe, did you carry your electronic dictionary to bed last night? did you manage to understand what her mother-in-law is talking about? heh. we're so evil. yea, the good times we shared. during chinese lessons, pearly's lesson etcetc. parades. recesses. everything is just so wonderful. well, things changes as time passes. nothing will remain unchanged. shucks. i'm so not looking forward to school reopen. maybe the orientation camp bah. but it's like, no longer in my comfort zone, beatty sec. it's temasek poly instead. with all the new faces and people i'll be getting to know, all of the things are going to be different. we no longer can crap in classes. no longer this and that. see, memories are precious. lol. life still goes on despite the fact that i don't want it to. hah. every little things that are happening at this very second is gonna change anyone's life. haha. oh well, enough of those useless craps. haha.
i wanna die like how hiro dies. [those whom watched sky of love will know who on earth he is] he died when he last sees his love's smile. he had his love accompanying him all the while before his death. he lived a life without regret. although he contracted cancer, he stills leaves in peace. yea. i wanna leave in peace. lol. maybe the day i'm gone, no one will even realise. hah. no. it won't be that pathetic. lol. i think i'm just thinking too much already. nehneh. this is getting so emo. pfft. it must be the weather that caused me to think like this. yes, i heard thunder. oh, did i ever mentioned that when it rains, it used to represent good things gonna happen to me? haha. i bet i did. yea, but now, it's all different. my luck has gone. maybe some people might understand cos i've told them. lol. mostly wont lah. lol. too bad. it's nothing nice to know about. sucker. i hate my life. 5 months of rotting. see how much mould i've collated. ah. whatever. oh hell. i need more sms! talk about more sms. shucks. the starhub has a promotion of 2000 sms. and my plan is like new can. walan. why offers always come out after i signed my line sia. seeeee la. life's so cruel. 2000 sms leh. but doubt i'll be able to upgrade it in any case lah. pfft. it' raining already. i think i'll slip and fall to death later. hah. i need new non-slippery slipper lah. kukubird. and why on earth didn't we get the e- learning programme last year? the sec 2s and 3s went for camp and there we are, stuck in the school for no reason. lol. and the whole damn school is just so empty. it's good la. no need to snatch seats with those kiddos during recess. hah. aww. this post is getting so lengthy. okay, i shall continue tonight. haha. i love blogging! it shares my thoughts with me <3
okay, off i go. bye.

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