Friday, January 26, 2007
Oh..What a day..
Okay. Today wasn't that pleasant anyway. Shall start off in the morning. Can't really wake up today morning for the weather was so suitable for sleeping and yet, I've to get myself off the bed and go to school. Well, it's part of my life but still, it was rather tiring. After bathing, i met him and went to school together. Assembly was alright. But reading time was far too short. It's like when you just started reading and only a few minutes passed, you will be told to stop. Might as well don't read. *TSK* Didn't bring home Mathematics Five Years Series and didn't get to do the homework given by teacher. During class, can't concentrate. Was talking all the way. Nevermind about that. That was not the highlight of the day. 11.20 am, my lesson ended for I don't take Biology. That explains my free period for the last two period. After school, I went out and change into my attire that was required for the parade. And because of that I didn't go for the handbook meeting. MY FAULT. I received the information that the meeting was at 1.30pm and I definately could not make it for my attire wasn't ready. That was so last minute and if i stayed for the meeting, I would have be late for the rehearsal for Total Defence Day. I reached school just before the rehearsal started. I was rather free then. Secondary Ones coming in today. I went down to the foyer where the cadets fall in. Wanted to see the Sec 1s. It's MY FAULT that I did not have my hair pin up. Was waiting for my turn for rehearsal. Didn't thought of pinning up my hair simple because I have not attend the parade yet. And SO SORRY CIs. IT WAS MY FAULT. Main objectives were to have the Secondary Ones to get them to think that NPCC consist of fun too. Most importantly, for them to interact. It was OUR FAULT that we did not get the Sec 3s and 2s to introduce themselves to the Sec 1s before the game started. I was done with my rehearsal the moment they stepped into the hall for their activity. The moment they stepped in, I went to clip up my hair which CI claims I did not. It's ok. Forgive and forget. They seemed that they had so much fun. Things were taught to the Sec 1s by their seniors, Sec 2s and 3s. They did a rather good job but still there are more room for improvement. Next activity was song session. That was the best part of today's parade. They went well and everything was going so smooth when the CIs reminded us of the time and we should move on to our next activity. IT WAS OUR FAULT that we did not keep to the timing and even daring-ly requested for another song. We had no choice but to cut off the next song we're going through. Proceeding to the next item, drills session for the Sec 2s and 3s and interaction time with the Sec 1s. IT WAS OUR FAULT that we did not care about the welfare of the cadets. It was drizzling and yet we had them continue with their drills. Thanks May Lwin ma'am for helping us to get a place at the car park sheltered area. Today's objectives was to teach Sec 3s advance drills. Yong Siong and Amanda took over. Well, since I belonged to no squad, I roamed around. Till Brendan Sir came and taught me, Irfan and Zamri Slow March. It was quite difficult but after several practices, it was not that difficult then it seems to be. Sec 3s was moved behind D&T block to do some exercise. I was not there for there was a casualty and there's no other NCOs. After getting him to settle down comfortably, I went to look for Zamri to take care of him. And in order to let Xing Cun rest, I requested to take his Sec 2s. Okay. No comments of their drills. Only thing I must say is, continue working hard. Come down for parades regularly and your drills will definately improve. Coporal Promotion Test is coming. Buck up! I know your can do it. Prove to me too. Well, followed by debrief and flag lowering. After which, we had our NCOs debriefing. Looking at the CIs faces we knew that we're getting scolded. Okay. I admit that within my squad there WAS communication breakdown. There's no one whom spread the parade schedule to the rest of the NCOs. So everything was SCREWED. Planning wasn't well done. And we're SORRY for all that happened. Let's hope that the next parade will be a much better one.
26012006- Was my worst day ever.
After debriefing, we sort of quarrell. Shan't say why. We went for dinner. Sms my Dad telling him I'll be back late and the phone's battery went flat. Charger was not even with me. Nevermind about that. Many things happened. Get to know a secret which happened so long ago. I reached home late of course. When I got home, I realised my Dad had went to look for me and I know that when he comes back, I'm in dead meat. Well, he scolded me. But i just argued back. Tongue wasn't tied and the reasons just came out of my mouth. Arguement went smooth. All he said wasn't true. I could answer can fight back most of the questions. And without saying, I cried. Till he says I didn't study, that was when I really broke down and cried. Told him real lots of things till he eventually stop scolding me and started to talk to me in a nicer tone then before. Telling him how stress I'm. He knows he was in the wrong in the sense that I improved so much since I was in the first semester in Sec 3 compared to the second semester. He knew he did not give me encouragement for me to carry on working hard. And that causes me to discourage more. It's ok. I don't mind. But having improved on 5 subjects, they did not even praise me. Having improving 5 position in class, they did not even encourage me to work harder. All they said was very lousy result. He just realised having support from parents to study was important. He said he'll find a tutor. But doubt he's able to do so. Shang Ming had already volunteered to help me. THANKS LOADS. And I flunked my POA. Congrats. Anyway, I shall stop here. Really gotta go. To be continued....
26012006- Was my worst day ever.
After debriefing, we sort of quarrell. Shan't say why. We went for dinner. Sms my Dad telling him I'll be back late and the phone's battery went flat. Charger was not even with me. Nevermind about that. Many things happened. Get to know a secret which happened so long ago. I reached home late of course. When I got home, I realised my Dad had went to look for me and I know that when he comes back, I'm in dead meat. Well, he scolded me. But i just argued back. Tongue wasn't tied and the reasons just came out of my mouth. Arguement went smooth. All he said wasn't true. I could answer can fight back most of the questions. And without saying, I cried. Till he says I didn't study, that was when I really broke down and cried. Told him real lots of things till he eventually stop scolding me and started to talk to me in a nicer tone then before. Telling him how stress I'm. He knows he was in the wrong in the sense that I improved so much since I was in the first semester in Sec 3 compared to the second semester. He knew he did not give me encouragement for me to carry on working hard. And that causes me to discourage more. It's ok. I don't mind. But having improved on 5 subjects, they did not even praise me. Having improving 5 position in class, they did not even encourage me to work harder. All they said was very lousy result. He just realised having support from parents to study was important. He said he'll find a tutor. But doubt he's able to do so. Shang Ming had already volunteered to help me. THANKS LOADS. And I flunked my POA. Congrats. Anyway, I shall stop here. Really gotta go. To be continued....
i want you back at Friday, January 26, 2007
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Sunday, January 21, 2007
Thanks Brother:D
Shang Ming, as promised.This post is for YOU.hahas.My brother!:D can i say you're GOOD?kkayys.you're.XD help me explain stuffs to my mom why i went home late,sent me home after the campfire night.ard 12+ midnight lehhs.Oh ya.thanks ms fauziah too:D 1st person whom talked to my mom.hahs.and SHE trust YOU.hahas.hmmm.Promotion test coming already.scared siaaa.will i pass?:X kkayys.as promised.i'll have the confidence that i'll pass.hahas.but onli scared that the higher expectation i have,the harder i'll fall.but i WILL pass.PROMISE!hahas.will do my best.whenever i got any problem in my studies i'll approach u yea?hahas.erms.any gd books to intro?to improve english.hahas.MUST START FOR O LEVELS le.cant sit back and do nothing.hahas.oh ya..for this post.if u dun mind,post one post for me on ur blog too.XD hehes.RAWK ON BROTHER:D:D
i want you back at Sunday, January 21, 2007
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I'M BACK!
after so long of MIA(missing in action).i'm finally back.hahas.busy mahhs.lazy to blog also.ahas.life was not bad.at least we're getting better.closer and more loving.hahas.*congrats to myself*no more play play quarrelling already.hahas.but still there's the BIGGEST obstacle.u noe i noe.they might noe.hahas.but nvm la.we'll overcome all of them de rite?yuppyupp.correct.hahas.sianz.this yr O lvl.so stress.dun feel like studying at all lor.see the books i tired dun feel like continue already.but still no choice.but still not yet started on any revision for last yr's work.where got time sia.so many things to do yet so little time to accomplish.SIAN-ED.tml going HTA to return no.1 uniform.ytd went to eat steamboat.afternoon wasn't feeling alright but den in the evening after i bathe i felt better.he's not feeling well either.cramps all over and headache.realli hope he take good care of himself.hahas.sorry for not there to take care of u when u're sick.DRINK MORE WATER AND REST MORE!hahas.if today still not well don't go out horr.stay at home and rest.taking up the job of the camp chief for the camp i'm sure u can do a very good job and im sure the camp will be a successful one.since the teacher has trust in u den u must prove it to her that u can realli do the job well.let ur potential shine.i noe u'll be veri busy this period of time cos of all planning and all.if u dun hav time for me i wont mind de.realli.concentrate on the planning of the camp.if u feel stress up or wat i'll always be by ur side.kkayys?i'll support u from behind.and also dun cos of this camp neglect ur studies.N lvl tis yr.do well ya?JIAYOU!
i want you back at Sunday, January 21, 2007
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0 on-lookers thought having you back was easy